2010.
by wenn on Friday, December 31, 2010
Well. 311210.
The last day of twenty-ten.
This time last year, I was actually really looking forward to the beginning of the new school term. A big part of it was because most of my good friends were in the same class, the other part was to prove to my parent that I didn't make a wrong choice, by choosing science stream. I tried to conquer the primary subjects, and at first, I think I did great. I got marks that I've never dreamt of getting. But that didn't last long. The following examination was a disaster. Maybe I got too proud that I forgot to try harder. Then, It was Mid-term. This time I really did try. I've never worked so hard, not even for UEC and PMR. Staying up for 9 days straight, imagine that. The only support was the result I might get for my effort. But I guess I ran out of luck. The result was even disastrous than the last time. The followings were all of the exciting part of roller-coaster.
Then something came up, the 7th August performance. I had a choice to give up the chance. I tried convincing myself that I couldn't possibly be able to find a pivot point between my curriculum and the performance, especially when my result was falling down a steep slope. But I just couldn't resist trying out the new instrument, and ended up burning my candle at both ends. Well, the performance turned out nicely. But the standardized test that came after didn't. Then the preparations for the 全国华乐合奏大赛 in December. It was after I almost finished the two scores that they told me I wasn't participating. Try being in my shoes that exact moment.
Okay, enough of the bad things. 2010 wasn't all that bad. Actually, it was kinda great. I tried out lots of new stuffs, experienced loads of first-times. I was kinda relieved that I didn't give up 7 Aug. If not, I won't be able to learn the new instrument, practise till midnight, ensemble for 8 hours straight, laugh while being scolded, sit at the corridor of the hostel while everyone else was sleeping, eat instant noodle at midnight, sneak up to the mixer's station, make fun of each other's make-up, perform in public, and lastly, strengthen the bond between. And as for the competition, if I did participate, I won't be able to read my books, practise the songs I want, have outings, finally master bawu and taodi. And 4S Zhong. Anim8or project, sport day, our very own kopitiam, anything and everything. What can I say? The right time, the right place, the perfect classmates, all of 'em. 5S Ren? Maybe.
So, I guess I didn't make the wrong choice after all.
As for senior 3. I guess there's still time.
The last day of twenty-ten.
This time last year, I was actually really looking forward to the beginning of the new school term. A big part of it was because most of my good friends were in the same class, the other part was to prove to my parent that I didn't make a wrong choice, by choosing science stream. I tried to conquer the primary subjects, and at first, I think I did great. I got marks that I've never dreamt of getting. But that didn't last long. The following examination was a disaster. Maybe I got too proud that I forgot to try harder. Then, It was Mid-term. This time I really did try. I've never worked so hard, not even for UEC and PMR. Staying up for 9 days straight, imagine that. The only support was the result I might get for my effort. But I guess I ran out of luck. The result was even disastrous than the last time. The followings were all of the exciting part of roller-coaster.
Then something came up, the 7th August performance. I had a choice to give up the chance. I tried convincing myself that I couldn't possibly be able to find a pivot point between my curriculum and the performance, especially when my result was falling down a steep slope. But I just couldn't resist trying out the new instrument, and ended up burning my candle at both ends. Well, the performance turned out nicely. But the standardized test that came after didn't. Then the preparations for the 全国华乐合奏大赛 in December. It was after I almost finished the two scores that they told me I wasn't participating. Try being in my shoes that exact moment.
Okay, enough of the bad things. 2010 wasn't all that bad. Actually, it was kinda great. I tried out lots of new stuffs, experienced loads of first-times. I was kinda relieved that I didn't give up 7 Aug. If not, I won't be able to learn the new instrument, practise till midnight, ensemble for 8 hours straight, laugh while being scolded, sit at the corridor of the hostel while everyone else was sleeping, eat instant noodle at midnight, sneak up to the mixer's station, make fun of each other's make-up, perform in public, and lastly, strengthen the bond between. And as for the competition, if I did participate, I won't be able to read my books, practise the songs I want, have outings, finally master bawu and taodi. And 4S Zhong. Anim8or project, sport day, our very own kopitiam, anything and everything. What can I say? The right time, the right place, the perfect classmates, all of 'em. 5S Ren? Maybe.
So, I guess I didn't make the wrong choice after all.
As for senior 3. I guess there's still time.
feux d'artifice
by wenn on Sunday, December 26, 2010
Happy Boxing Day. Lendemain de Noel.
Ooh, time to decide what you want to do with the presents
Strictly speaking, the day to box up those "gifts" that...
Erm..
Was disown and give them to the poor..
Okay, that was purely pointless.
A week till the new school term
I'm looking and not looking forward to that.
I need new specs..
Bonne Nuit. =D
Ooh, time to decide what you want to do with the presents
Strictly speaking, the day to box up those "gifts" that...
Erm..
Was disown and give them to the poor..
Okay, that was purely pointless.
A week till the new school term
I'm looking and not looking forward to that.
I need new specs..
Bonne Nuit. =D
Christmas eve
by wenn on Friday, December 24, 2010
Mm..
The class lists are out.
5S Ren
Half of it are stranger to me
Just hope that SPM come and go fast
And then I'll be out of secondary. =D
Not that I wanted to.
Not so fast.
Hope I won't regret my decision.
Last year.
Lemme dream for a while.
Go8. MBBS.
Reality check
Double Q in need.
I have neither.
Plus, that's way over ambitious.
The class lists are out.
5S Ren
Half of it are stranger to me
Just hope that SPM come and go fast
And then I'll be out of secondary. =D
Not that I wanted to.
Not so fast.
Hope I won't regret my decision.
Last year.
Lemme dream for a while.
Go8. MBBS.
Reality check
Double Q in need.
I have neither.
Plus, that's way over ambitious.
by wenn on Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Er...
I actually went to bed at 1
and did sleep for a mo
But guess what
Woke up again at 3
Can't get asleep since
Believe me, I've tried.
So, ended up surfing the net
For pre-u thingy-s
Btw, I'm aiming for Taylor's
Actually mom sort of forcibly? suggested that a long time ago(CAL, SAM, Foundation)?
IF my SPM attains the requirements& scholarships
I really am thinking too much. -.-
Oh, and congrats.
Monash Boy.
I actually went to bed at 1
and did sleep for a mo
But guess what
Woke up again at 3
Can't get asleep since
Believe me, I've tried.
So, ended up surfing the net
For pre-u thingy-s
Btw, I'm aiming for Taylor's
Actually mom sort of forcibly? suggested that a long time ago(CAL, SAM, Foundation)?
IF my SPM attains the requirements& scholarships
I really am thinking too much. -.-
Oh, and congrats.
Monash Boy.
by wenn on Friday, December 10, 2010
Okay.
So, the whole house's dead silent
This seemed perfectly normal for a house at 3 in the morning
But the thing is
I'm still up and wide awake.
This was the perfect condition for the mind to go completely haywire
The competition was a chance to clear things up
Maybe the only one
But fate turned it away.
I guess I'm just too bored to post so much.
by wenn on Thursday, December 9, 2010
This post is actually due
Well, anyways...
Went to Bentong on 4th and 5th Dec
Staying an orchard owned by WenYee's uncle
Had much fun.
Lots of first time.
Barbeque until 12 midnight
Exploring in the dark with only a small torch
Picking fruits, found an egg while on it
Fishing, in which I caught a fish, descaled and lunch-ed it
The fishes can actually move even after their fins and tails were removed
Catching earthworms, whose inside were of a yellowish ooey gooey jelly-like thingy
Stayed up the whole night without reasons
All in all, a great trip.
Watched Tangled on Tues
Tim Burton's 9 earlier
Finished I Shall Wear Midnight
Oh, and just discovered a great news
The Borrower Arrietty is going to be re-release on 12/8
Nites
Well, anyways...
Went to Bentong on 4th and 5th Dec
Staying an orchard owned by WenYee's uncle
Had much fun.
Lots of first time.
Barbeque until 12 midnight
Exploring in the dark with only a small torch
Picking fruits, found an egg while on it
Fishing, in which I caught a fish, descaled and lunch-ed it
The fishes can actually move even after their fins and tails were removed
Catching earthworms, whose inside were of a yellowish ooey gooey jelly-like thingy
Stayed up the whole night without reasons
All in all, a great trip.
Watched Tangled on Tues
Tim Burton's 9 earlier
Finished I Shall Wear Midnight
Oh, and just discovered a great news
The Borrower Arrietty is going to be re-release on 12/8
Nites
by wenn on Saturday, November 27, 2010
Erm...
Hols has been a bit unexpected
All those time
Alone in the silent house
It's kinda strange.
Well, same routine everyday.
Outing with friends
Tuition for my hopeless maths
Practising taekwondo
But most of the time was just rotting at home
Since the MIECC trip was a disappointment.
A-level or UEC?
Answering questions was never what I excel in.
I need a firm standpoint.
I simply just can't make the wrong decision.
夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡
Hols has been a bit unexpected
All those time
Alone in the silent house
It's kinda strange.
Well, same routine everyday.
Outing with friends
Tuition for my hopeless maths
Practising taekwondo
But most of the time was just rotting at home
Since the MIECC trip was a disappointment.
A-level or UEC?
Answering questions was never what I excel in.
I need a firm standpoint.
I simply just can't make the wrong decision.
夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡
fragments
by wenn on Sunday, November 21, 2010
A way.
Releasing all there is
All those tiny fragments cramped in my mind
So painfully mesmerizing
Burden.
24/11
I shall leave it tacitly
Revelation might be in order
Or perhaps, diminishment
Releasing all there is
All those tiny fragments cramped in my mind
So painfully mesmerizing
Burden.
24/11
I shall leave it tacitly
Revelation might be in order
Or perhaps, diminishment
by wenn on Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Erm
Well..
Just got the report card yesterday.
Won't be in Zhong next year.
I just hope the friendships can stand the distance.
by wenn on Saturday, November 13, 2010
10/11
An unforgettable experience being nanny-for-the-day
For another Japanese student-exchange programme
Much better than last time
No offence though
Well, the very least I can still communicate with her using not-so-broken english
Mugiko, a sweet girl.
Too cute to be 17 though
Thanks for the poker..
11/11
The last performance for the year
Black as the new white
By the way
Good luck in the national competition.
Someone told me this
An unforgettable experience being nanny-for-the-day
For another Japanese student-exchange programme
Much better than last time
No offence though
Well, the very least I can still communicate with her using not-so-broken english
Mugiko, a sweet girl.
Too cute to be 17 though
Thanks for the poker..
11/11
The last performance for the year
Black as the new white
By the way
Good luck in the national competition.
Someone told me this
Don't cry because you're leaving
Smile because you were there
love this much.=)
by wenn on Saturday, November 6, 2010
Well
Results known.
As expected.
Inevitable.
It's not such a bad thing.
I can't deny I'm disappointed, depressed
But since there's nothing I can't do about it
I'll just have to do better next year.
I'm not faking my smile. =)
Update 11.22pm
Performance next thurs
No need for dresses and high heels.
Looking forward to it =D
Results known.
As expected.
Inevitable.
It's not such a bad thing.
I can't deny I'm disappointed, depressed
But since there's nothing I can't do about it
I'll just have to do better next year.
I'm not faking my smile. =)
Update 11.22pm
Performance next thurs
No need for dresses and high heels.
Looking forward to it =D
contradiction
by wenn on Thursday, October 28, 2010
26/10
So, long story short.
2年5组3班...
5 gals, 3 guys
Nice, polite,... group
Too bad one of them was sick and couldn't go on the trip
KLCC Park ->Central Market ->China town ->Time Square ->KL Tower
Mostly walking route.
A small incident spiced up the day
Hope I didn't destroy the impression for the whole form.
At the end of the day
I guess they did have fun
especially the jungle trekking part..
Totally enjoyed.
I'm good for another trip.
If there ever will be another...
27/10
Attended "practice"..
More like looking after the newbies
After lunch, sat at the c.o. room
as in doing nothing.
While the other were ensemble-ing
till 4pm
What a great way to waste time.
So, long story short.
2年5组3班...
5 gals, 3 guys
Nice, polite,... group
Too bad one of them was sick and couldn't go on the trip
KLCC Park ->Central Market ->China town ->Time Square ->KL Tower
Mostly walking route.
A small incident spiced up the day
Hope I didn't destroy the impression for the whole form.
At the end of the day
I guess they did have fun
especially the jungle trekking part..
Totally enjoyed.
I'm good for another trip.
If there ever will be another...
27/10
Attended "practice"..
More like looking after the newbies
After lunch, sat at the c.o. room
as in doing nothing.
While the other were ensemble-ing
till 4pm
What a great way to waste time.
by wenn on Saturday, October 23, 2010
I feel like running a lap right now.
I missed being exhausted.
Maybe having too much time to myself wasn't a good idea.
Sigh.
I should be enjoying this hols.
Erm and honestly
I'm starting a get a tinsy bit worried about next tues.
Nites.
I missed being exhausted.
Maybe having too much time to myself wasn't a good idea.
Sigh.
I should be enjoying this hols.
Erm and honestly
I'm starting a get a tinsy bit worried about next tues.
Nites.
by wenn on Friday, October 22, 2010
Bonjour.=)
Final-term's finally over.
I didn't stay up late for them.
Now, that's a first
And most definitely won't be the last.
Let's just wait for the result
And bid farewell...
I'm in control of my time again.
How great is that.
Finally finished And Thereby Hangs a Tale
A nice day.
Enjoyed.
Ooh... and and
I'm really really looking forward to 26.10
Next Tues..
I'm so very excited..
Hope I won't embarrass myself.>.<
English, english, english...
This doesn't sound like me at all.
Well, whatever.
Treasure the past. Cherish the present. Embrace the future.
Final-term's finally over.
I didn't stay up late for them.
Now, that's a first
And most definitely won't be the last.
Let's just wait for the result
And bid farewell...
I'm in control of my time again.
How great is that.
Finally finished And Thereby Hangs a Tale
A nice day.
Enjoyed.
Ooh... and and
I'm really really looking forward to 26.10
Next Tues..
I'm so very excited..
Hope I won't embarrass myself.>.<
English, english, english...
This doesn't sound like me at all.
Well, whatever.
Treasure the past. Cherish the present. Embrace the future.
by wenn on Saturday, September 25, 2010
Getting kinda slack-ish lately. Homework put aside, revisions ignored. I didn't even bother to read anymore. That doesn't feel good at all.
I miss those recess practices. I miss the music. I felt so much like going for the competition. The score was quite easy, at least better than 8/7's, and was quite nice too. Too bad I won't have the chance to play it on stage. Seemingly, never will have anymore. Unless, I stay for senior3. Should I? For a time, I had a firm standpoint on that issue, now I don't. Maybe I'll just let the boat drift on its own first.
I'm kinda happy with Anim8or. The outcome was worth all those nights. A project well done. And many thanks to my group, without which the result would be totally different.
Well, final-term's coming. I want to do better this time. Can I ?
Adieu.
I miss those recess practices. I miss the music. I felt so much like going for the competition. The score was quite easy, at least better than 8/7's, and was quite nice too. Too bad I won't have the chance to play it on stage. Seemingly, never will have anymore. Unless, I stay for senior3. Should I? For a time, I had a firm standpoint on that issue, now I don't. Maybe I'll just let the boat drift on its own first.
I'm kinda happy with Anim8or. The outcome was worth all those nights. A project well done. And many thanks to my group, without which the result would be totally different.
Well, final-term's coming. I want to do better this time. Can I ?
Adieu.
Zero
by wenn on Thursday, September 9, 2010
I know this isn't the right time.
There's a lot waiting for me to do.
Which is so much more important.
Sitting alone in front of the computer.
Media player turned on.
This should be enjoyable.
Silence's approaching, surrounding.
Shattered pieces of memory surfaced.
Reminiscence.
Words alone aren't enough to even describe my feelings.
I need some time to myself.
Nothing is even making the simplest sense.
An eternal pledge,unadorned.
Have a great day anyway.
0
There's a lot waiting for me to do.
Which is so much more important.
Sitting alone in front of the computer.
Media player turned on.
This should be enjoyable.
Silence's approaching, surrounding.
Shattered pieces of memory surfaced.
Reminiscence.
Words alone aren't enough to even describe my feelings.
I need some time to myself.
Nothing is even making the simplest sense.
An eternal pledge,unadorned.
Have a great day anyway.
0
by wenn on Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Back from camp.
Nothing much.
Going to WenYee's for Anim8or later.
Better get back on track fast.
Still couldn't quite grasp the concept of skinning yet.
Wish everything would really go as planned.
We're already far behind schedule.
Time is of the essence.
Haven't even finish all the homework yet.
Needless to say for revision.
One more day to go.
Under the shadow. Still.
Nothing much.
Going to WenYee's for Anim8or later.
Better get back on track fast.
Still couldn't quite grasp the concept of skinning yet.
Wish everything would really go as planned.
We're already far behind schedule.
Time is of the essence.
Haven't even finish all the homework yet.
Needless to say for revision.
One more day to go.
Under the shadow. Still.
by wenn on Sunday, September 5, 2010
Went bookfair today
The same few
Different feeling
It's amazing how time changes things
Felt weird the whole day though
Not fitting in?
Been with Anim8or ever since I got back home
Well, as said, it's easier said than done.
Oh, and going camp for 3 days
Tomorrow onwards
Then, WenYee's house for 2 days
My holiday seemed to be kinda full?
Maybe it's not such a bad thing
I need distractions.
Enough rubbish.
Bed's a-calling.
3
The same few
Different feeling
It's amazing how time changes things
Felt weird the whole day though
Not fitting in?
Been with Anim8or ever since I got back home
Well, as said, it's easier said than done.
Oh, and going camp for 3 days
Tomorrow onwards
Then, WenYee's house for 2 days
My holiday seemed to be kinda full?
Maybe it's not such a bad thing
I need distractions.
Enough rubbish.
Bed's a-calling.
3
astray
by wenn on Monday, August 30, 2010
Bad habit.
Been staying up late these few days
No thanks to Anim8or
Maybe it's just an excuse?
Well, let's just hope I can get it finish in time.
Been staying up late these few days
No thanks to Anim8or
Maybe it's just an excuse?
Well, let's just hope I can get it finish in time.
It's 2 on Monday morning.
Again.
The same silence.
Everything changed.
9
24/8
by wenn on Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Well..
Quite a day.
Messages on 2157~0002
Wishes from classmates
Then KaiYee, QiJing on the veranda
Cake from GheeKin
Presents from WenYee, SuitYin, HsinYee, Kelvin, ChunBeng, LitJie& ZhaiYun
Lunch with ShingYing
Thanks again for the surprise
And stop saying sorry
Cards with lots of 'be happy', 'smile always' and something like that
Lack of smiles? Hmm...
P.E
Basketball, Knee scratched
I have long-term scar on both my knees now.
Cousin's house
Presents, chatted, dinner
Home
Nokia X6 =D
Comp
With the frustrating Anim8or again
Start countdowning...
0...Poof..Bye
The first time celebrating at school. The best birthday ever.
31/8
After a week, it's still missing.
Imperfections. Release.
Quite a day.
Messages on 2157~0002
Wishes from classmates
Then KaiYee, QiJing on the veranda
Cake from GheeKin
Presents from WenYee, SuitYin, HsinYee, Kelvin, ChunBeng, LitJie& ZhaiYun
Lunch with ShingYing
Thanks again for the surprise
And stop saying sorry
Cards with lots of 'be happy', 'smile always' and something like that
Lack of smiles? Hmm...
P.E
Basketball, Knee scratched
I have long-term scar on both my knees now.
Cousin's house
Presents, chatted, dinner
Home
Nokia X6 =D
Comp
With the frustrating Anim8or again
Start countdowning...
0...Poof..Bye
The first time celebrating at school. The best birthday ever.
31/8
After a week, it's still missing.
Imperfections. Release.
by wenn on Monday, August 23, 2010
21/8 started like a normal saturday, except that school ended after 2 hours. Well, what do you expect? Outing, again. KLCC. Kinokuniya, zora and zy kinda went mad over a japanese graphic book. Tekkon Kinkreet, I think. Oh, the trio's been missing ever since. Lunch time, at Mdm Kwan's. Then, came the cake, strawberry cheese to be exact, followed by the song. And then, thanks to my big mouth, zora& zy bought The Dreamer, a very costly book. I mean very. Fast forward. Zy and zora went back. Then Godiva Chocolate Truffles, Kel, the 2nd time. Well, someone's wallet's on fire. Then again, maybe not.
Anyways, thanks to each and everyone of you, for the early celebration and the presents. It's really a great day.
23/8 celebrated SuitYin's big day. Chocolate moist from LihJiun's sis. Aside from physics, the day's been great. Got back home, lost in the world of music ever since. Wondering what would happen when the clock strikes twelve. Wondering if you would still do as you've promised.
Well. You didn't. Twisted fate.
灰，非黑，不白
15
23/8 celebrated SuitYin's big day. Chocolate moist from LihJiun's sis. Aside from physics, the day's been great. Got back home, lost in the world of music ever since. Wondering what would happen when the clock strikes twelve. Wondering if you would still do as you've promised.
Well. You didn't. Twisted fate.
灰，非黑，不白
15
by wenn on Thursday, August 19, 2010
7/8 ended in the blink of an eye
2 hours seemed like only 2 minutes
Well, at least it was worth all those practices
I'm still against dresses.
And will be too.
The standardised tests ended as well
Average, I guess.
Hope everything'll turn out perfectly
Oh, and went for Inception after school
Thumbs up.
Dark Mocha at AustinChase
Devised a new way to play scrabble.
Um. August didn't start as well
Hope nothing'll happen amidst
Let's see if you still remember.
20
2 hours seemed like only 2 minutes
Well, at least it was worth all those practices
I'm still against dresses.
And will be too.
The standardised tests ended as well
Average, I guess.
Hope everything'll turn out perfectly
Oh, and went for Inception after school
Thumbs up.
Dark Mocha at AustinChase
Devised a new way to play scrabble.
Um. August didn't start as well
Hope nothing'll happen amidst
Let's see if you still remember.
20
by wenn on Sunday, July 25, 2010
Yay.=)
Finally finished all 4 songs.
although they didn't exactly came out flawless.
Still...
A long lost feeling.
And and..
I indescribable in love with the solo part.=D
looking forward to 7/8
Oh, and my phone just went rip.
I need a new phone. >.<
Suddenly, I'm craving for chocolates. o.O
Finally finished all 4 songs.
although they didn't exactly came out flawless.
Still...
A long lost feeling.
And and..
I indescribable in love with the solo part.=D
looking forward to 7/8
Oh, and my phone just went rip.
I need a new phone. >.<
Suddenly, I'm craving for chocolates. o.O
by wenn on Thursday, July 22, 2010
Guess what?
Just had chem assessment.
Another let-down presumably.
Confidence?
Lost somewhere? stolen? I don't know.
Maybe it was just me, not working hard enough.
Whatever
I don't care anymore.
Oopsie, lost my concentration lately
Can't seem to focus on the subject
*Slap slap* Wake up!
Oh, another thing worth mentioning.
The wind band's performance was really something
Too bad I couldn't go to the DBKL performance
WenYee, WenTing. Best wishes on Sat.
p/s. Happy Birthday, Hsin Yee. =) Early wishes.
August's coming. Valid?
48
Just had chem assessment.
Another let-down presumably.
Confidence?
Lost somewhere? stolen? I don't know.
Maybe it was just me, not working hard enough.
Whatever
I don't care anymore.
Oopsie, lost my concentration lately
Can't seem to focus on the subject
*Slap slap* Wake up!
Oh, another thing worth mentioning.
The wind band's performance was really something
Too bad I couldn't go to the DBKL performance
WenYee, WenTing. Best wishes on Sat.
p/s. Happy Birthday, Hsin Yee. =) Early wishes.
August's coming. Valid?
48
réflexion
by wenn on Tuesday, July 13, 2010
“The Road goes ever on and on down from the door where it began. Now far ahead the Road has gone, and I must follow, if I can, pursuing it with eager feet, until it joins some larger way where many paths and errands meet. And whither then? I cannot say.”
-Tolkien-
57
Fête du sport 2010
by wenn on Saturday, July 3, 2010
Sport's day
Well, was kinda boring on the first day
4x400m on the second day
The fourth place.
Good enough
Sorry for being so slow though
Might have a much better chance if Joy was in my place.
Sorry...
Anyways, thanks for the cheering-s
Everyone was there
The best part was the closing ceremony
Waved(?) all around the stadium
Even the teachers cooperated
All in all, a memorable event
Much better than in form1
Oh, and my deepest gratitude to our form teacher.
Merci
67
Well, was kinda boring on the first day
4x400m on the second day
The fourth place.
Good enough
Sorry for being so slow though
Might have a much better chance if Joy was in my place.
Sorry...
Anyways, thanks for the cheering-s
Everyone was there
The best part was the closing ceremony
Waved(?) all around the stadium
Even the teachers cooperated
All in all, a memorable event
Much better than in form1
Oh, and my deepest gratitude to our form teacher.
Merci
67
tourment(?)
by wenn on Friday, June 25, 2010
Maybe being negative isn't that bad?
Less hope means less disappointment
I guess.
I'm not suppose to have any feelings right now.
I'm suppose to convince myself that they're not important.
They're just numbers on a piece of white paper
Which might just be the worst thing I've ever seen
It is
Je suis effrayé
75
Less hope means less disappointment
I guess.
I'm not suppose to have any feelings right now.
I'm suppose to convince myself that they're not important.
They're just numbers on a piece of white paper
Which might just be the worst thing I've ever seen
It is
Je suis effrayé
75
by wenn on Sunday, June 20, 2010
Been searching for ghosts these few days
Many thanks to our dear art teacher
Could have finished days ago
But, well. Lazy me
Oh, and Happy Father's Day, daddies
80
Many thanks to our dear art teacher
Could have finished days ago
But, well. Lazy me
Oh, and Happy Father's Day, daddies
80
campement
by wenn on Monday, June 14, 2010
Well.
Went to camp for the last 4 days
Everything went quite smoothly
Except for the very-hot hostel room and the very-cold shower
It's a camp after all.
Basically, it was ensemble, ensemble and more ensemble
The same routine everyday
At least we could enjoy the A/C
Still luckier than the newbies
Accomplishment.
Finally finished all the songs, more specifically, 7 songs
Plus a 4 bars' solo... :D
Could've been the best training camp ever.
86
Went to camp for the last 4 days
Everything went quite smoothly
Except for the very-hot hostel room and the very-cold shower
It's a camp after all.
Basically, it was ensemble, ensemble and more ensemble
The same routine everyday
At least we could enjoy the A/C
Still luckier than the newbies
Accomplishment.
Finally finished all the songs, more specifically, 7 songs
Plus a 4 bars' solo... :D
Could've been the best training camp ever.
86
anniversaire
by wenn on Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Well, not going to be long-winded
Happy Birthday, WenTing.
Suddenly, doesn't feel so enthusiastic about the camp anymore.
92.
Happy Birthday, WenTing.
Suddenly, doesn't feel so enthusiastic about the camp anymore.
92.
déloyal
by wenn on Saturday, June 5, 2010
Well, well.
Spent almost half the day
playing my taodi& bawu
Getting better with the latter
Still problematic with taodi
Anyways, 3 more idyllic days
and then, camp for 4 days
Gonna miss the outing with yeeteng and huimin =(
Went to the bookfair for the other half of the day
Kinda disappointed actually
I rather go Kinokuniya/Borders. =)
No offence..
Maybe I shouldn't read that much anymore.
Spent almost half the day
playing my taodi& bawu
Getting better with the latter
Still problematic with taodi
Anyways, 3 more idyllic days
and then, camp for 4 days
Gonna miss the outing with yeeteng and huimin =(
Went to the bookfair for the other half of the day
Kinda disappointed actually
I rather go Kinokuniya/Borders. =)
No offence..
Maybe I shouldn't read that much anymore.
oublié
by wenn on Friday, June 4, 2010
T'was teachers day.
Oh, well.
As usual, outing
To ye olde place
Watched The Prince of Persia
Kinda enjoyed it.
Loved the quote much
Met daddy and KaiYee after
Then went to an Unknown Japanese restaurant for a late lunch
Ice-creams...
Sudden change of plan
Went CapSquare alone
Dated with mom =)
Had a great dinner at Modesto's
Oh, and before that, Starbucks..
What a great day.
A two-week holiday
Beginning of Second school term
Praying for survival.
Oh, well.
As usual, outing
To ye olde place
Watched The Prince of Persia
Kinda enjoyed it.
Loved the quote much
It Is Said Some Lives Are Linked Across Time
They Are Connected By An Ancient Calling That Echoes Through The Ages
Destiny
Met daddy and KaiYee after
Then went to an Unknown Japanese restaurant for a late lunch
Ice-creams...
Sudden change of plan
Went CapSquare alone
Dated with mom =)
Had a great dinner at Modesto's
Oh, and before that, Starbucks..
What a great day.
A two-week holiday
Beginning of Second school term
Praying for survival.
ordinaire
by wenn on Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Stay at school til 7.30pm
kinda spooky
Walked around in circles
like before Only this time, I'm alone
Nice windy evening
Great feeling.
kinda spooky
Walked around in circles
like before Only this time, I'm alone
Nice windy evening
Great feeling.
beau soir
by wenn on Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Um...
Mid term ended.
The usual
Outing again
Kept eating, drinking...
and maybe walked around
chatted alot.
Oh, and late celebration for ziqing's birthday
Happy Belated Birthday
Went karaoke too
All in all, not a bad day.
Well, that's all.
Oh, and I need a holiday. STAT
A long one.
I'm in love with this song
Mid term ended.
The usual
Outing again
Kept eating, drinking...
and maybe walked around
chatted alot.
Oh, and late celebration for ziqing's birthday
Happy Belated Birthday
Went karaoke too
All in all, not a bad day.
Well, that's all.
Oh, and I need a holiday. STAT
A long one.
I'm in love with this song
by wenn on Sunday, May 2, 2010
The world is a cruel place. Everyone knows that. I knew it perfectly well too. But deep inside, I couldn't get myself to believe that a world full of people I cared about would be entirely brutal. At least, when I'm at my weakest moment, I could depend on them to be at my side, ready to give me the solace I need. They did. But even that doesn't work every time. A moment of weakness caused a serious misjudgment, which ended in a wrong step. Then everything continues to go astray.
The shattered memories, like pieces of puzzle with apical ends. Try putting it together, a moment of oblivion might end up with wounds, that last forever. But if one can endure the pain, just enough to complete it, it might just be the most breathtaking puzzle ever. Yet, persistence is not something one can find in an every day market.
Happiness doesn't mean everything's perfect
Once, that was easy.
What happened to
No, of course
I swear
I guess promises are meant to be broken.
Come to think of it
It's not even a promise.
Cherish the past.
Embrace the future.
The shattered memories, like pieces of puzzle with apical ends. Try putting it together, a moment of oblivion might end up with wounds, that last forever. But if one can endure the pain, just enough to complete it, it might just be the most breathtaking puzzle ever. Yet, persistence is not something one can find in an every day market.
Happiness doesn't mean everything's perfect
It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections
Once, that was easy.
What happened to
No, of course
I swear
I guess promises are meant to be broken.
Come to think of it
It's not even a promise.
Cherish the past.
Embrace the future.
NoKA
by wenn on Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Attended society earlier today.
Problems again
We've just a bit more than 3 months
And yet.
We've never quite finished an ensemble
White dress & high heels
If it's not for the performance, I won't even consider touching high heels
Yeah, I know I'm weird.=P
I actually went to sleep at 11 earlier.
But I don't know why
Woke up again at 3.30 am
So, I'm here typing craps again
I don't even know if i should post this
My head is starting to feel heavy
Oh, I've just discover something
truffle is actually a kind of mushroom
Problems again
We've just a bit more than 3 months
And yet.
We've never quite finished an ensemble
White dress & high heels
If it's not for the performance, I won't even consider touching high heels
Yeah, I know I'm weird.=P
I actually went to sleep at 11 earlier.
But I don't know why
Woke up again at 3.30 am
So, I'm here typing craps again
I don't even know if i should post this
My head is starting to feel heavy
Oh, I've just discover something
truffle is actually a kind of mushroom
Duet
by wenn on Saturday, April 24, 2010
Much time seemed to have passed.
Yet the past still seemed so near.
A familiar melody
A distant memory.
Things might change without it
Whatever
26/4
I played Matsuri today.
It sounded so different.
It should be a duet, not a solo.
Yet the past still seemed so near.
A familiar melody
A distant memory.
Things might change without it
Whatever
26/4
I played Matsuri today.
It sounded so different.
It should be a duet, not a solo.
by wenn on Wednesday, April 7, 2010
I've never noticed how screwed everything was
Maybe I won't, if not for some recent events
My whole body aches.
But it feels great.
I kinda like the sound of silence.
It has the answer to everything.
I wanna go to bed. Nites
Maybe I won't, if not for some recent events
My whole body aches.
But it feels great.
I kinda like the sound of silence.
It has the answer to everything.
I wanna go to bed. Nites
by wenn on Monday, April 5, 2010
I should have known
It doesn't apply anymore
I'm such an Idiot.
thgin sselpeels rehtona
This is the last time
No more.
I'm in full control of myself.=)
Riddles...?
It doesn't apply anymore
I'm such an Idiot.
thgin sselpeels rehtona
This is the last time
No more.
I'm in full control of myself.=)
Riddles...?
Random
by wenn on Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Tests ended. Well, the results won't be good. So, forget about it. p/s. I 'm talking about maths.
I have never felt so lack of confidence before. Did I overestimate myself? Maybe I'm not that good. Before, I think of stress as my impetus to study, it was the force that had kept me moving. Until now.
During this particular period, I felt helpless, a feeling I have never before experienced during tests, at least not in such great magnitude. I tried to overcome it. I've tried everything. Nothing worked. Maybe I'm not being honest enough. All of these were just excuses. I didn't try everything. I didn't even try to overcome it. I just simply let it overwhelm me, and left behind a mess.
All those sleepless night. Studying? Somehow, yes. But I guess deep inside, I was waiting for something to happen. It didn't. I knew that for fact. It won't. Not anymore. Can I have my life back? I miss you still.
Everything is just starting to get exciting.
try this. old and wise, alan parson
I have never felt so lack of confidence before. Did I overestimate myself? Maybe I'm not that good. Before, I think of stress as my impetus to study, it was the force that had kept me moving. Until now.
During this particular period, I felt helpless, a feeling I have never before experienced during tests, at least not in such great magnitude. I tried to overcome it. I've tried everything. Nothing worked. Maybe I'm not being honest enough. All of these were just excuses. I didn't try everything. I didn't even try to overcome it. I just simply let it overwhelm me, and left behind a mess.
All those sleepless night. Studying? Somehow, yes. But I guess deep inside, I was waiting for something to happen. It didn't. I knew that for fact. It won't. Not anymore. Can I have my life back? I miss you still.
Everything is just starting to get exciting.
try this. old and wise, alan parson
Sudden thoughts
by wenn on Sunday, March 21, 2010
You might feel lost at first
not knowing what you want
But over time
you might found something in the deepest part of your heart
They're just what I thought
I'm sorry I'm not of any help
Be fine, please.
If, I'm just saying. IF
time could be reversed
I rather have the tests again
Those time were really pure torture
It was hard
But come to think of it
They were the best I could ever have
I was happy.
I mean it. Literally.
But time just couldn't be reversed.
I haven't study anything yet.
I haven't have breakfast yet.
I haven't wash my shoes yet.
I haven't finish art yet.
I need more time.
not knowing what you want
But over time
you might found something in the deepest part of your heart
They're just what I thought
I'm sorry I'm not of any help
Be fine, please.
If, I'm just saying. IF
time could be reversed
I rather have the tests again
Those time were really pure torture
It was hard
But come to think of it
They were the best I could ever have
I was happy.
I mean it. Literally.
But time just couldn't be reversed.
I haven't study anything yet.
I haven't have breakfast yet.
I haven't wash my shoes yet.
I haven't finish art yet.
I need more time.
by wenn on Saturday, March 20, 2010
Happy Birthday
A special wish on your special day
Happy always
A special wish on your special day
Happy always
by wenn on Sunday, March 14, 2010
Yes, I know
the meaning behind those words
I should just be gone
Save everyone the hassle
Sorry if I offended anyone.
p/s I'm not aiming at anyone
the meaning behind those words
Je sais que je hypocrite
I don't deserve anyone of youI should just be gone
Save everyone the hassle
Sorry if I offended anyone.
p/s I'm not aiming at anyone
by wenn on Friday, March 12, 2010
Er...
Okay, maybe a little school?
Well, society's kinda a mess.
Absent from practice loads of time.
Class
Eh...
Fine, I guess?
Results
One disappointment after another
Almost went mad.
Barely even have the time to breathe
Excuses.
Okay, maybe a little school?
Well, society's kinda a mess.
Absent from practice loads of time.
Class
Eh...
Fine, I guess?
Results
One disappointment after another
Almost went mad.
Barely even have the time to breathe
Excuses.
Mises à jour
by wenn on Saturday, March 6, 2010
School's getting really busy now
But I'm still lazing around
Going to have lots of test next week
Somehow, it doesn't seem that bad
Being busy helps
A lot
And guess what
My hols is going down the drain
Again
Kinda surprised for such good performance today
the first ever ensemble for this song
I wanna watch Alice in Wonderland.
Beautiful Creatures by Kami Garcia& Margaret Stohl
officially added to my wishlist =)
But I'm still lazing around
Going to have lots of test next week
Somehow, it doesn't seem that bad
Being busy helps
A lot
And guess what
My hols is going down the drain
Again
Kinda surprised for such good performance today
the first ever ensemble for this song
I wanna watch Alice in Wonderland.
Beautiful Creatures by Kami Garcia& Margaret Stohl
officially added to my wishlist =)
by wenn on Friday, February 19, 2010
Erm...
First of all, belated wishes for cny and valentines
Well
just got back from someplace
anyone miss me?
okay, straight to the point
this year's cny is
the best
the worst
the most boring
the laziest
Best- I don't have to face all my relatives, always asking results, comparing
Worst-......
Boring- nobody call, some sms-ed though. thanks. Sry for not replying and for wasting your money
Laziest- Kept playing while all my homework piled up on the table? And I still haven't revise any of the tests yet
Conclusion?
The trip's great. But cny isn't that great after all.
And back to 12/02
thanks to suit yin for the fr
Outing with wenyee
lunch, walked around, chatted
Please keep in mind, no one'll ever replace you
I hope you understand. Not yet.
First of all, belated wishes for cny and valentines
Well
just got back from someplace
anyone miss me?
okay, straight to the point
this year's cny is
the best
the worst
the most boring
the laziest
Best- I don't have to face all my relatives, always asking results, comparing
Worst-......
Boring- nobody call, some sms-ed though. thanks. Sry for not replying and for wasting your money
Laziest- Kept playing while all my homework piled up on the table? And I still haven't revise any of the tests yet
Conclusion?
The trip's great. But cny isn't that great after all.
And back to 12/02
thanks to suit yin for the fr
Outing with wenyee
lunch, walked around, chatted
Please keep in mind, no one'll ever replace you
I hope you understand. Not yet.
fragments.
by wenn on Wednesday, February 3, 2010
I've been staring at the monitor for quite some time already. I know it sounds stupid. But I guess that's just how I am. I've so many things to share. But deep inside, something's stopping me from doing so. I can't get over my conscience. While I'm typing this post, a part of me is objecting, and urging me to study for the coming tests. Am I giving myself too much pressure? I wish.
I'd never thought a sight could change so much. It could easily drag a person's soul from the highest heaven down to the deepest chasm. Just a sight, nothing more. But when something hurts too much, one would be numb. Everything was still fine by then. It changed everything. That night, everything that I thought was dead came back to life. I never knew they were still there. I felt like someone's stabbing me. There was never a choice. 27/2, one last time ?
Anyways, you were there when I needed someone. I really appreciated it. And now, I just want to let you know, I'll always be here. Although I know I won't be of much help. Talk anytime, when you feel like it. You said so yourself, you would collapse if you keep everything to yourself. So, don't. And, don't worry. True friendship doesn't break apart that easily. Good luck, dear daddy. Cheers.
I'm actually getting online without my mom knowing. Oh, am I bad.
And now, running out of things to post. Not a little bit of tiredness. Perhaps, I'm just afraid to go to bed. It was such a wonderful day. I wished there was PE everyday.
Hmm...What if time could be reversed?
I'd never thought a sight could change so much. It could easily drag a person's soul from the highest heaven down to the deepest chasm. Just a sight, nothing more. But when something hurts too much, one would be numb. Everything was still fine by then. It changed everything. That night, everything that I thought was dead came back to life. I never knew they were still there. I felt like someone's stabbing me. There was never a choice. 27/2, one last time ?
Anyways, you were there when I needed someone. I really appreciated it. And now, I just want to let you know, I'll always be here. Although I know I won't be of much help. Talk anytime, when you feel like it. You said so yourself, you would collapse if you keep everything to yourself. So, don't. And, don't worry. True friendship doesn't break apart that easily. Good luck, dear daddy. Cheers.
I'm actually getting online without my mom knowing. Oh, am I bad.
And now, running out of things to post. Not a little bit of tiredness. Perhaps, I'm just afraid to go to bed. It was such a wonderful day. I wished there was PE everyday.
Hmm...What if time could be reversed?
Stress?
by wenn on Saturday, January 23, 2010
Was it stress? Everyone seemed so emotional recently. Or is there something wrong with my senses? I don't know. Anyway, had the year's first ever test yesterday. Algebra. Erm... nothing much to say about it. Just wait until I get my paper back.=)
Update 27/1
Eh...well...Got the algebra paper today. I flunked. The first test.
Biology's starting to get interesting now. Chemistry, still fine with it. Physics, as usual, confusing. Need more practise but too lazy to do so. Same thing with mathematics. Vball again this year. I like Bball more. Comp, 4 periods this year, can't wait to do the project.=)
Gotta study more this year. None of the major subjects are those that I'm confident in. Well, maybe except for biochem. And erm, eng? The notes work fine last year. That leave me with physics and maths. Kinda slow on physics and a bit fast on maths. Whatever.
Update 30/5
Who would have know? I used to have lots of confidence in Bio&Chem. But the results turned out that the high marks i got before was just sheer luck. Have I made a wrong decision, choosing science stream?
Anticipating 29th & 30th...
Update 27/1
Eh...well...Got the algebra paper today. I flunked. The first test.
Biology's starting to get interesting now. Chemistry, still fine with it. Physics, as usual, confusing. Need more practise but too lazy to do so. Same thing with mathematics. Vball again this year. I like Bball more. Comp, 4 periods this year, can't wait to do the project.=)
Gotta study more this year. None of the major subjects are those that I'm confident in. Well, maybe except for biochem. And erm, eng? The notes work fine last year. That leave me with physics and maths. Kinda slow on physics and a bit fast on maths. Whatever.
Update 30/5
Who would have know? I used to have lots of confidence in Bio&Chem. But the results turned out that the high marks i got before was just sheer luck. Have I made a wrong decision, choosing science stream?
Anticipating 29th & 30th...
by wenn on Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Somehow
all those homework made me feel secured. =)
Hmm.... Am I bad...
Nites...^^
Fingers crossed
by wenn on Sunday, January 17, 2010
Yup, the second week came and gone.
Everything seems to be getting into place.
Leaving it to the time did do the trick.
It went as swiftly as it came. Did it really?
I guess
At some point
It's not that bad after all.
by wenn on Sunday, January 10, 2010
Life's getting more and more hectic
hardly following the pace
And it's going to get much worse
Guess that's how Seniors supposed to be
Then again, it's not such a bad thing
I like being busy
2 Hours . 6 Questions
Pathetic much?
How am I going to finish the exams in time?
Should I go for tuition?
Any suggestion?
hardly following the pace
And it's going to get much worse
Guess that's how Seniors supposed to be
Then again, it's not such a bad thing
I like being busy
2 Hours . 6 Questions
Pathetic much?
How am I going to finish the exams in time?
Should I go for tuition?
Any suggestion?
2009.
by wenn on Friday, January 1, 2010
Er... it's actually a bit late to post this but i'm going to post it anyway.
A quick review of 2009
looking back at those memories actually reminded me lots of things
Well, due to some reasons
Didn't quite look forward to be in 3Zhong at first
But it turned out to be not what I expected
Eventhough there's some tiny little flaws but it's great enough
After all, nothing's perfect.
Choir competition and the Exams
HuiMin and YeeTeng's farewell party
The Academy & Extracurricular exhibition
90th aniversary Grand Dinner
And of course, many other that made 2009 wonderful
Everything will forever be in my memories
A notable past.
2009 is a past now. No regrets.
A quick review of 2009
looking back at those memories actually reminded me lots of things
Well, due to some reasons
Didn't quite look forward to be in 3Zhong at first
But it turned out to be not what I expected
Eventhough there's some tiny little flaws but it's great enough
After all, nothing's perfect.
Choir competition and the Exams
HuiMin and YeeTeng's farewell party
The Academy & Extracurricular exhibition
90th aniversary Grand Dinner
And of course, many other that made 2009 wonderful
Everything will forever be in my memories
A notable past.
2009 is a past now. No regrets.