Genesis of Life

the school report card was given back to us today
imagine what we've gone through
when we're waiting for this particular day

the first few periods was quite normal
maybe the stress haven't strike us yet
but
after the second recess, the 'excitement' finally started to show itself
we were so anxious
we want to know our result
but at the same time
we don't
afraid that our worst nightmare would come true

after i got my report card
i didn't dare to see it
still hesitating
something are best left unknown

Guess what?
my worst nightmare didn't come true
in fact i scored higher than last year
i've improved by just 0.2 marks :P
nevertheless
i'm happy already

actually,
happy isn't really the word to describe what i felt
it's so complicated