Genesis of Life

last friday, i went to wen yee's house for group study
don't doubt me, it's real
i arrived at 12.30pm
at first, i thought i was late but it turned out that the other two haven't arrived yet
later, when everyone was there
we went out to buy lunch (guess what. McD, :P)
we chatted when we're eating
there were five of us
but
only four were talking
i felt like an outsider
well, i'm one
they're all 3ren
i'm in 3zhong
it's normal that i don't know what they're talking about

we started discusing bm after lunch was finished
and from that time on til 4.00pm
we've discussed bm and bm only
the boys went back home on 4pm

4pm~ 6pm, doing homework
and at the same time, listening to music
had a little break somewhere in the middle
didn't talk much
i have a feeling that our bond is weakening
we used to talk about everything
i meant everything, literally...

i still want her as my best friend
but i don't know if she wants me as her's

I still remember our form 1 science teacher
he referred to us as compound
are we still compound?
or just element that have nothing to do with each other?

Maybe i'm just too sensitive
maybe it's all just my imagination
she's not like this