Genesis of Life

these few day, really confusing
i don't know what should i do
walking around
day- dreaming
watching the performances
i want to be on stage
but
my technique is too terrible
i seldom practice
i've got no talent
my fault
i'm not good in extra- curricular activity

and now even my academics starts to fall
maths use to be an easy subject
but now
advance isn't enough to describe it
it's like a chain on my body
i can set myself loose
but only if i try
very hard

i wonder what'll happen in the future?
can i really get inot a university with this kind of achievement?
hardly..............