contradiction
by wenn on Friday, September 18, 2009 friends, result, test
Well.....
as wished
tomorrow, oppsie, today was declared as a holiday
so, i'm going to get bored again
holiday....
i don't like them anymore
i need to do more
i'll miss my friends
and
my bad habit'll get worse
Eventhought there are tons of homeworks at school
tons of pressure exerted by teachers
tons of tests, followed by
tons of disappointment
but i felt good
it's 2.00am in the morning
and i'm still sitting in front of the computer
maybe that's why i kept failing?
some gratitudes
Lala,
sorry for being so gloomy that day
i know i shouldn't make a fuss over something like this
everyone was in a bad mood
but still thanks for ignoring me
and for being the pair of ears when i need it
hope i didn't annoyed you
WenYee,
at least i know you'll be at my side no matter what
as i'll be
we still can speak our minds to each other
maybe we're still compound after all
Kelvin,
some new friend, huh
just got to know you this year
and yet.......
you should've just ignore me like the other does
anyways, thanks for the concern
as wished
tomorrow, oppsie, today was declared as a holiday
so, i'm going to get bored again
holiday....
i don't like them anymore
i need to do more
i'll miss my friends
and
my bad habit'll get worse
Eventhought there are tons of homeworks at school
tons of pressure exerted by teachers
tons of tests, followed by
tons of disappointment
but i felt good
it's 2.00am in the morning
and i'm still sitting in front of the computer
maybe that's why i kept failing?
some gratitudes
Lala,
sorry for being so gloomy that day
i know i shouldn't make a fuss over something like this
everyone was in a bad mood
but still thanks for ignoring me
and for being the pair of ears when i need it
hope i didn't annoyed you
WenYee,
at least i know you'll be at my side no matter what
as i'll be
we still can speak our minds to each other
maybe we're still compound after all
Kelvin,
some new friend, huh
just got to know you this year
and yet.......
you should've just ignore me like the other does
anyways, thanks for the concern
results
by wenn on Sunday, September 13, 2009 best friend, fed up, friends, frustration, result
i've say this many times already
UEC trial is over......
what's to happy?
no more sleepless night?
no more fear that i don't know how to answer?
no more thinking about tests when i should be asleep?
NO!!!
this is just the trial
i've haven't finish the real thing just yet
results.....
good? nope....impossible
bad? not really.....only some
it's neither good nor bad
i don't really know
physics & mathematics
no confidence at all
geography? history?
no feeling....==
biology? chemistry?
total disappointment T.T
who's to blame?
me, myself and I
they were once the subjects i have most confidence in
but now.......=(
they ended up being the biggest disappointment
bm? chinese? english?
not bad actually^^
but i didn't put much effort in these subjects==
but my bm is still no good
no A in neither of the test
well, all in all
it's all my fault if i didn't get good enough result
what if i study earlier?
what if i did many exercises?
no use at all
i'm not one of those reading-material
whatever you call it
that bad habit of mine seemed to get worse over time
i thought it would be better after the tests
but it got worse instead
almost every night, after i turned off the com
still can't get asleep
i would lie on my bed
and start thinking about society& results&friends
friends.......
i did make some new friends this year
and a good thing too
but my friendship with WenYee seemed to worsen as time goes on
where did all that laughing and crying go?
we can't speak our minds to each other anymore
what's happening?
results..........
i'm not going to talk about this
i've talked too much about result
society.......
i've really ignore society these past few months due to the tests
i've haven't touched my dizi for a long time already
i don't know if i still can play that fast
31/10 the next esemble
can't even rest after UEC
argh........
my mind's going to burst
UEC trial is over......
what's to happy?
no more sleepless night?
no more fear that i don't know how to answer?
no more thinking about tests when i should be asleep?
NO!!!
this is just the trial
i've haven't finish the real thing just yet
results.....
good? nope....impossible
bad? not really.....only some
it's neither good nor bad
i don't really know
physics & mathematics
no confidence at all
geography? history?
no feeling....==
biology? chemistry?
total disappointment T.T
who's to blame?
me, myself and I
they were once the subjects i have most confidence in
but now.......=(
they ended up being the biggest disappointment
bm? chinese? english?
not bad actually^^
but i didn't put much effort in these subjects==
but my bm is still no good
no A in neither of the test
well, all in all
it's all my fault if i didn't get good enough result
what if i study earlier?
what if i did many exercises?
no use at all
i'm not one of those reading-material
whatever you call it
that bad habit of mine seemed to get worse over time
i thought it would be better after the tests
but it got worse instead
almost every night, after i turned off the com
still can't get asleep
i would lie on my bed
and start thinking about society& results&friends
friends.......
i did make some new friends this year
and a good thing too
but my friendship with WenYee seemed to worsen as time goes on
where did all that laughing and crying go?
we can't speak our minds to each other anymore
what's happening?
results..........
i'm not going to talk about this
i've talked too much about result
society.......
i've really ignore society these past few months due to the tests
i've haven't touched my dizi for a long time already
i don't know if i still can play that fast
31/10 the next esemble
can't even rest after UEC
argh........
my mind's going to burst
outing
by wenn on Friday, September 11, 2009 3zhong, outing
we've finished our uec trial today
went to Midvalley with 3 zhong-ers ^^
7 of us went there
ShingYing, KaiYee, LayKun, KerSin, me, ZiQing and Kelvin
took a bus to bandaraya
and then a train to Midvalley
guess what we've done after we got out of the train
there were some salesmen? salesgirls? want us to support something
after their constant nagging, i surrendered RM 10 to them
for a wooded puppet which is just about the size of a sweet
so not worth it ==
then, went straight to the cinema at the top floor
can't decide which movie to watch at first
wanted to watch orphan
but only 18++ can
so, final destination?
nope, nobody wants to
fine.....==
when it was our turn to buy the tickets
we still haven't decide what to watch
we gather around the counter and i think we really annoyed the box-office cleck
after constant discussion, we've finally decided to watch Imagine That
then, everyone was hungry
KaiYee and KerSin went to some other place to eat
the other five of us went to McD's
burgers for all
and made the Himalays with french fries =P
we ate and talked and laughed ^^
then due to lack of time, we've to get into the cinema
Ziqing pour the coke into his bottle
and bring some french fries into the cinema
we've made it just in time for the movie^^
2.10pm~ 4.00pm
funny movie and really touching in the end^^
then wander and wander and wander
to Yamaha
Flute RM 3000++
i want one......==
KaiYee, LayKun and KerSin went home after that TT
wandered aimlessly again.....
got some ice-cream
then walked around and finally decided to go home
5pm++
went to the bus station
missed the first and second bus
waited for a really long time
and chatted with ShingYing^^
then finally, a bus came
we went to Bangsar station
and got to KLCC using Putra
ShingYing &ZiQing went to Avenue K to take a bus back home
Kelvin took the Putra again
and i went to find my mom
and that's about it
still didn't talk much this time ==
ok, i'm such a boring person
went to Midvalley with 3 zhong-ers ^^
7 of us went there
ShingYing, KaiYee, LayKun, KerSin, me, ZiQing and Kelvin
took a bus to bandaraya
and then a train to Midvalley
guess what we've done after we got out of the train
there were some salesmen? salesgirls? want us to support something
after their constant nagging, i surrendered RM 10 to them
for a wooded puppet which is just about the size of a sweet
so not worth it ==
then, went straight to the cinema at the top floor
can't decide which movie to watch at first
wanted to watch orphan
but only 18++ can
so, final destination?
nope, nobody wants to
fine.....==
when it was our turn to buy the tickets
we still haven't decide what to watch
we gather around the counter and i think we really annoyed the box-office cleck
after constant discussion, we've finally decided to watch Imagine That
then, everyone was hungry
KaiYee and KerSin went to some other place to eat
the other five of us went to McD's
burgers for all
and made the Himalays with french fries =P
we ate and talked and laughed ^^
then due to lack of time, we've to get into the cinema
Ziqing pour the coke into his bottle
and bring some french fries into the cinema
we've made it just in time for the movie^^
2.10pm~ 4.00pm
funny movie and really touching in the end^^
then wander and wander and wander
to Yamaha
Flute RM 3000++
i want one......==
KaiYee, LayKun and KerSin went home after that TT
wandered aimlessly again.....
got some ice-cream
then walked around and finally decided to go home
5pm++
went to the bus station
missed the first and second bus
waited for a really long time
and chatted with ShingYing^^
then finally, a bus came
we went to Bangsar station
and got to KLCC using Putra
ShingYing &ZiQing went to Avenue K to take a bus back home
Kelvin took the Putra again
and i went to find my mom
and that's about it
still didn't talk much this time ==
ok, i'm such a boring person
UEC....
uec trial......
after a week of near-death experience
it ended
i wondered why i make such a big fuss over PMR trial ==
chinese.......
the hardest chinese paper i've ever done
the subjective questions was like so.......
can't even find the word to discribe how hard it was
urgh......
i'm gonna get B again!!! T T
art......
haha, i just draw a bunch of things to cope with teacher's demand
shh.....don't tell him =P
bm......
quite alright, i think
well, at least it's easier than PMR's
the only paper in PMR that is easier than UEC's ==
geography.......
T.T i'm so dead....
not enough revision.....
lazy me ==
Day 3
went to hell that day
history......
.........
.........
.........
what do you think?
2 books.......
science......
biology was ok ^^
chemistry was a bit tricky but well, still ok
physics......
paper 1 was not ok
don't know how to do most of it
and didn't even have enough time
paper2 was kind of a contradiction of paper1
but still, i'm not confident if i could get good result T T
i think i need to reconsider the getting-into-science-stream decision
english.....
well, didn't study much for it
i've a feeling i'm going to get bad result this time ==
mathematics.....
i'm confident in this ^^
confident to fail, that is
paper1, not enough time and my mind haven't started to work yet
paper2, well, it was quite ok
at least i knew how to do 6 questions
that lala still have time to do the 7th question after checking the other questions ==
the conclusion,
i did bad in UEC
i'm so going to regret for not studying more
i'm regretting now T T
after a week of near-death experience
it ended
i wondered why i make such a big fuss over PMR trial ==
chinese.......
the hardest chinese paper i've ever done
the subjective questions was like so.......
can't even find the word to discribe how hard it was
urgh......
i'm gonna get B again!!! T T
art......
haha, i just draw a bunch of things to cope with teacher's demand
shh.....don't tell him =P
bm......
quite alright, i think
well, at least it's easier than PMR's
the only paper in PMR that is easier than UEC's ==
geography.......
T.T i'm so dead....
not enough revision.....
lazy me ==
Day 3
went to hell that day
history......
.........
.........
.........
what do you think?
2 books.......
science......
biology was ok ^^
chemistry was a bit tricky but well, still ok
physics......
paper 1 was not ok
don't know how to do most of it
and didn't even have enough time
paper2 was kind of a contradiction of paper1
but still, i'm not confident if i could get good result T T
i think i need to reconsider the getting-into-science-stream decision
english.....
well, didn't study much for it
i've a feeling i'm going to get bad result this time ==
mathematics.....
i'm confident in this ^^
confident to fail, that is
paper1, not enough time and my mind haven't started to work yet
paper2, well, it was quite ok
at least i knew how to do 6 questions
that lala still have time to do the 7th question after checking the other questions ==
the conclusion,
i did bad in UEC
i'm so going to regret for not studying more
i'm regretting now T T