Genesis of Life

holidays are supposed to be relaxing, aren't they?
a stupid question even one-year-old could answer

if you ask me years back
i would say yes without due consideration
but now
i don't really know the answer
i could choose to relax
and everything would be a tragedy
or i could choose to push myself harder
and relax after finishing all the tests
so, what should i choose?


i sort of always sleep late this year
i know it's a very bad habit
but i just can't seemed to sleep early
i did plan to do revision
but i end up chatting with people
surfing the net
listening to music
and forgot about the books

i know i do annoyed them
always dwell on those pointless and dull topics
maybe i should just lock the com away
and never touch it again
that should be a relief to them

wen yee,
even though you didn't say it
i know you're disappointed
i know you're angry with me
i know you've waited a long time for this
it's all my fault
i'm so sorry
i didn't mean to break the promise
so sorry...