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by wenn on Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Tests ended. Well, the results won't be good. So, forget about it. p/s. I 'm talking about maths.

I have never felt so lack of confidence before. Did I overestimate myself? Maybe I'm not that good. Before, I think of stress as my impetus to study, it was the force that had kept me moving. Until now.

During this particular period, I felt helpless, a feeling I have never before experienced during tests, at least not in such great magnitude. I tried to overcome it. I've tried everything. Nothing worked. Maybe I'm not being honest enough. All of these were just excuses. I didn't try everything. I didn't even try to overcome it. I just simply let it overwhelm me, and left behind a mess.

All those sleepless night. Studying? Somehow, yes. But I guess deep inside, I was waiting for something to happen. It didn't. I knew that for fact. It won't. Not anymore. Can I have my life back? I miss you still.

Everything is just starting to get exciting.

try this. old and wise, alan parson
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Sudden thoughts

by wenn on Sunday, March 21, 2010

You might feel lost at first
not knowing what you want
But over time
you might found something in the deepest part of your heart
They're just what I thought
I'm sorry I'm not of any help
Be fine, please.

If, I'm just saying. IF
time could be reversed
I rather have the tests again
Those time were really pure torture
It was hard
But come to think of it
They were the best I could ever have
I was happy.
I mean it. Literally.
But time just couldn't be reversed.

I haven't study anything yet.
I haven't have breakfast yet.
I haven't wash my shoes yet.
I haven't finish art yet.
I need more time.
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by wenn on Saturday, March 20, 2010

Happy Birthday
A special wish on your special day
Happy always
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by wenn on Sunday, March 14, 2010

Yes, I know
the meaning behind those words
Je sais que je hypocrite
I don't deserve anyone of you
I should just be gone
Save everyone the hassle

Sorry if I offended anyone.

p/s I'm not aiming at anyone
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by wenn on Friday, March 12, 2010

Er...

Okay, maybe a little school?
Well, society's kinda a mess.
Absent from practice loads of time.
Class
Eh...
Fine, I guess?
Results
One disappointment after another
Almost went mad.
Barely even have the time to breathe
Excuses.
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Mises à jour

by wenn on Saturday, March 6, 2010

School's getting really busy now
But I'm still lazing around
Going to have lots of test next week
Somehow, it doesn't seem that bad
Being busy helps
A lot

And guess what
My hols is going down the drain
Again

Kinda surprised for such good performance today
the first ever ensemble for this song

I wanna watch Alice in Wonderland.
Beautiful Creatures by Kami Garcia& Margaret Stohl 
officially added to my wishlist =)
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