Genesis of Life

finally, the long expected holiday is here
i could finally get to sleep to my heart's content
actually, there isn't much free time for me to lie fallow
list of things need to be done
1.sejarah project
2.geography project
3.art
4.choir practices
5.revise math&physics(which will take 3/4 of my time)
6.more practices for taekwondo

i'm so surprised that the teacher didn't gave any homework today
teachers are supposed to give tons of homework on the eve of holidays
no matter
it's better they didn't
today, the group study didn;t actually went as planned
we're still dwelling on archimedes's principal
i'm still don't get the whole idea
so confusing
i need Einstein's brain

i've finally found the infomation for the sejarah project
thousand thanks to you
zhe yann

i'm really so proud of myself
i did what cikgu yew told us to
i used peribahasa on every paragraph of the essay
many of you may think that i'm a narcissist =P

i passed the basketball exam
4 balls in a minute
not bad=)

once again, for helping me
thank you, Zhe Yann

i can't belive it
i completed the running test
15min37sec
wow
i've even passed
happy..........=)

stress is finally begun to show itself
only 5 month until the big day
and still
i'm here posting
i feel like i'm degenerating.
it's not that i don't want to study
i just can't find the impetus to study
sigh...........................

today got group study with wen yee and wen ting
they're so pro
we've studied physics- archimedes's principal
it's so confusing
B=pvg
buoyancy of water equals to the volume of water the solid discharged

we're going to celebrate teachers' day this year
in our class with us planning our own schedule
so exciting......

here i'm still siting in front of the computer doing something i shouldn't be doing on school night
sigh..........
where's my will to study?
does anyone notice it anywhere?

i've still got to complete the sejarah project
no point in doing that

finally, i've finished all the tests
and surprisingly some of it is quite easy
especially science
althought i'm not certain if i could get high marks

something happened at school today
it was a perfect day if not for the short three hours
that really annoyed me
the seniors want us (the whole dizi team to transfer to suona)
just because there's too much of us
and 'luckily' there's some volunteer
they wanted to try it out just for fun
and the seniors said that they could transfer back if it's not suitable
but when they wanted to transfer back to their orginal team (dizi)
the seniors scolded them
actually there's only one that had scolded them
so, now there's no one that wanted to transfer
later we'll all be scold by coach for being selfish
at least that's what they've told me

i'm so fed up by these kind of things
i'm really very unlucky this year
why can't i just put all my attention on PMR and UEC ?
why do these things keep happening on me?
hate...............................

I'm so depressed
yesterday, i was scolded by a teacher
when i didn't do anything wrong
it was her fault
she didn't heard me knocking the door
then she said that i don't respect her
i'm so innocent!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been thinking
is it really my fault or is it her fault?
i told some of my friends
they said that both were wrong
ok, i admit
i should have knocked for a few more times
at least until she heard it
haiz......................
i'm still so depressed

it's a miracle that i survived this week
tomorrow's the last day
science
i've studied it for about 2 hours
it's quite easy
hope to get high marks on every subject

wow
time passes so fast
it's already mid-april
i've just got some of the syllabus for the mid-year exam in mid-may
it's so scary
especially history and physics
14 chapter for history and 10 for physics
T_T

i won't be posting for a while
i'll have to start revising
if not i'll be dead
when the mid-year exam starts
there's still PMR and UEC

something come into my mind suddenly
the juniors are going for a competition next month
so, coach will be 'hauling' back to train them
S.O.S

last tuesday, i went for the interview of my society.
if i passed the interview, i'll be a performer without having to wait another year
and i'll get to go to kedah to perform
but i failed.
i don't know if i should be relieved or dissapointed
if i'm chosen, the songs i need to practice will be tremendous
and i won't have the time to study for PMR and UEC
but the songs were so beautiful
i heard the others played
i envied them
should i be relieved that i didn't get chosen so that i could study for the tests?
or
should i be dissapointed that i didn't get to go to Kedah to perform such beautiful songs?

our basketball boys team lost in the final
but still they've already broken the record by entering the final.
another good news
our class choir team got 2nd place in the first round.
lost to 3ren
i heard them singing their song
take these wings
it's so beautiful especially when they were so cooperative.
wish that we could win in the final

next week, i'll be going to hell
i've got tests the whole week
not a day to rest
i'm so dead

the boys team are getting in the semi-finals
the whole class is happy and anxious
because the first class never enters the finals of any sport competition
but this year,
our class manage to get in to the semi finals
just two more rounds and we'll break the school's record.
then we'll prove to the teachers that we not only excel in academics but also sports
then they won't have prejudice over first classes anymore. :)

this year, our school's demand for PMR is so scary
they want AT LEAST 300 straight As
last year only have 80~90 straight As
maybe we could be like last year SPM and get the best result ever
MAYBE....................