by wenn on Saturday, May 28, 2011
Wow
A full-scheduled holiday.
Loved being busy though.
Still have a dozen homework piling up
Bah, I wanna be lazy
Just for now
I'll so regret this.
Shh...
I wanna date ShingYing again.
29/5
Something's happening.. more precisely happened
17 months ago
Severely disrupted my inclination to enjoy the long-awaited holiday
Why should I be blamed for a now-regretted choice which I then objected?
Once is enough.
A full-scheduled holiday.
Loved being busy though.
Still have a dozen homework piling up
Bah, I wanna be lazy
Just for now
I'll so regret this.
Shh...
I wanna date ShingYing again.
29/5
Something's happening.. more precisely happened
17 months ago
Severely disrupted my inclination to enjoy the long-awaited holiday
Why should I be blamed for a now-regretted choice which I then objected?
Once is enough.
by wenn on Sunday, May 22, 2011
太得空了，打下华语
雪莹讲我不会把握机会
也许吧
我太注重别人的看法了
太容易被人影响
但焉知非福？
I think I should revert back to English
My PinYin's really messy
So, today.
I've invented Calculish/Englus?
Oh, while mom was fetching me home
we had an interesting conversation
Something about hating the M people
Then she says not to judge so fast
Silence~~
She added "you'll hate them more after getting to know them."
Huh!
And a really really surprising news
The everyone-wants-to-get-into-no-matter-what,
one-of-the-world's-top-20-renowned-university,
one-of-the-best-health-science-institution-in-the-world
Johns Hopkins University's setting up a med school in Serdang
Yes, the Serdang in Malaysia
Oh, did I mention it was in the top 20?
Globally?
You'll be seeing unicorns flying in the air later.
This leads to the talk about the future.
Which then leads to SPM
Which then leads to how much I wanna die just thinking about the trials..
Which then leads to me questioning myself
Which then leads to me asking why money has to exist
Which then mom go through all those explaining again, which I won't know even it's already the nth times I've heard of it.
Which then leads to scholarships, specifically JPA after the previous all-8A+-student-will-get-one thingy. Duh.
Which then leads to a virtual(?) thinking that if I didn't get straight A+ in SPM, I'll lose everything.
讲来讲去，还是钱在作祟
回想起初三，那么的单纯
事情也相对的简单许多
那时，死党就单纯的说说笑笑
高一，心里藏了无法说明的秘密
无意间地，与人群疏远了
想法，复杂化了吗？
才一年的时间，怎么世界就旋转了360度？
高二，去与留如何决定？
Bagai kapal kehilangan nahkoda
Bear with me
I'm bored.
雪莹讲我不会把握机会
也许吧
我太注重别人的看法了
太容易被人影响
但焉知非福？
I think I should revert back to English
My PinYin's really messy
So, today.
I've invented Calculish/Englus?
Oh, while mom was fetching me home
we had an interesting conversation
Something about hating the M people
Then she says not to judge so fast
Silence~~
She added "you'll hate them more after getting to know them."
Huh!
And a really really surprising news
The everyone-wants-to-get-into-no-matter-what,
one-of-the-world's-top-20-renowned-university,
one-of-the-best-health-science-institution-in-the-world
Johns Hopkins University's setting up a med school in Serdang
Yes, the Serdang in Malaysia
Oh, did I mention it was in the top 20?
Globally?
You'll be seeing unicorns flying in the air later.
This leads to the talk about the future.
Which then leads to SPM
Which then leads to how much I wanna die just thinking about the trials..
Which then leads to me questioning myself
Which then leads to me asking why money has to exist
Which then mom go through all those explaining again, which I won't know even it's already the nth times I've heard of it.
Which then leads to scholarships, specifically JPA after the previous all-8A+-student-will-get-one thingy. Duh.
Which then leads to a virtual(?) thinking that if I didn't get straight A+ in SPM, I'll lose everything.
讲来讲去，还是钱在作祟
回想起初三，那么的单纯
事情也相对的简单许多
那时，死党就单纯的说说笑笑
高一，心里藏了无法说明的秘密
无意间地，与人群疏远了
想法，复杂化了吗？
才一年的时间，怎么世界就旋转了360度？
高二，去与留如何决定？
Bagai kapal kehilangan nahkoda
Bear with me
I'm bored.
by wenn on Friday, May 20, 2011
My last Midterm
Hohoho
Is finally over.
My sense of accomplishment is really high right now.
I'm just so happy that I can get back the feeling. Safe
Knowing what the questions want
Knowing how to complete the paper
Last year was a total nightmare.
My effort paid off.
Ha!
The results... I hope will be good.
Well, I'm gonna rest for this period
Then, it's trial-fighting time.
I'll get my 18k.
Feels good too, to have an aim.
Everybody around me seemed to be important
To someone, to something.
I'm still just the tiny little me.
Did anyone notice my existence at all?
I'm just so happy that I can get back the feeling. Safe
Knowing what the questions want
Knowing how to complete the paper
Last year was a total nightmare.
My effort paid off.
Ha!
The results... I hope will be good.
Well, I'm gonna rest for this period
Then, it's trial-fighting time.
I'll get my 18k.
Feels good too, to have an aim.
Everybody around me seemed to be important
To someone, to something.
I'm still just the tiny little me.
Did anyone notice my existence at all?