Genesis of Life

Oh, well....
PMR is/was over

coming up next
UEC........
more studying
more concentration
more disappointment

Hey.....
i just need to study more
as daddy said
be optimistic^^

List of subjects need to revise
Biology
Chemistry
Physics
History
Geography

Why can't we sit for UEC first?

uec trial......
after a week of near-death experience
it ended
i wondered why i make such a big fuss over PMR trial ==


chinese.......
the hardest chinese paper i've ever done
the subjective questions was like so.......
can't even find the word to discribe how hard it was
urgh......
i'm gonna get B again!!! T T


art......
haha, i just draw a bunch of things to cope with teacher's demand
shh.....don't tell him =P

bm......
quite alright, i think
well, at least it's easier than PMR's
the only paper in PMR that is easier than UEC's ==

geography.......
T.T i'm so dead....
not enough revision.....
lazy me ==

Day 3
went to hell that day

history......
.........
.........
.........
what do you think?
2 books.......

science......
biology was ok ^^
chemistry was a bit tricky but well, still ok
physics......
paper 1 was not ok
don't know how to do most of it
and didn't even have enough time
paper2 was kind of a contradiction of paper1
but still, i'm not confident if i could get good result T T
i think i need to reconsider the getting-into-science-stream decision

english.....
well, didn't study much for it
i've a feeling i'm going to get bad result this time ==

mathematics.....
i'm confident in this ^^
confident to fail, that is
paper1, not enough time and my mind haven't started to work yet
paper2, well, it was quite ok
at least i knew how to do 6 questions
that lala still have time to do the 7th question after checking the other questions ==

the conclusion,
i did bad in UEC
i'm so going to regret for not studying more
i'm regretting now T T

well, it ended...
nothing 'much' to talk about

bm........
maybe one of the worst subject
let's just focus on the positive side
39 people passed ^^
the other 21........
oh, well. let's just say they got unlucky

english
erm... really not much hope here
maybe our class is going to get the worst english result
again!!!
so much for the first class......... T.T

geography..
didn't put much effort here
thanks to our teacher

science....
there's two questions that we kept argueing about
turns out i got it right, both of them ^^
sorry, ziqing

sejarah...
erm..... might be the worst result i've ever got
really really bad result
course i'm not telling!!!

mathematics......
might be the easiest maths test in my whole three years in ch
literally.......

KH......
no hope here
only darkness

chinese.....
not sure if it's easy or hard
no feeling
the last subject
the funny thing is nobody studied for it
well, except for the hardworking few
not me:P

tomorrow's going be a heart-shattering day
let's just hope i can pass all of them
UEC coming up
haven't study a thing!
science & history on the same day
9 books
physics gonna eat up 3/4 of my time again
imagine that...

chatted with huimin today
talked about the education system in Malaysia
and comparing to that of Singapore
well, you know which side wins
I really want to go to Singapore!!!
but my results are too........
sigh.......
how am i going to survive university?

math......
a short and simple word
but
in reality? no
it's not simple
even "hard" is not enough to describe it
maybe to some people, it's a boring subject
to others, maybe it's a subject to score
but not to me
i don't think it's boring
but still
i can't score high marks
why?
simple..........
because i'm stupid
that's why........

numbers, numbers, numbers.........
who invented math anyway?
i don't know if i should say thanks or curse him/her

these few days, i can't seem to get away from maths
numbers, numbers, numbers.......
that's all in my mind
argh................
i still have so many exercise to do
teacher just gave us previous years test question
UEC Math- 1999~2008
PMR Math- 2005~2008
14 sets............
560 question and that doesn't include subjective
i'm going to be dead

100 or so days to the big day
still can't find the impetus to study
i feel like i've left the other subjects like english, science, physcis........
out in the cold
and if they catch a cold
i don't know what should i do..........
sigh....................

I'm so depressed
yesterday, i was scolded by a teacher
when i didn't do anything wrong
it was her fault
she didn't heard me knocking the door
then she said that i don't respect her
i'm so innocent!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been thinking
is it really my fault or is it her fault?
i told some of my friends
they said that both were wrong
ok, i admit
i should have knocked for a few more times
at least until she heard it
haiz......................
i'm still so depressed

it's a miracle that i survived this week
tomorrow's the last day
science
i've studied it for about 2 hours
it's quite easy
hope to get high marks on every subject

wow
time passes so fast
it's already mid-april
i've just got some of the syllabus for the mid-year exam in mid-may
it's so scary
especially history and physics
14 chapter for history and 10 for physics
T_T

i won't be posting for a while
i'll have to start revising
if not i'll be dead
when the mid-year exam starts
there's still PMR and UEC

something come into my mind suddenly
the juniors are going for a competition next month
so, coach will be 'hauling' back to train them
S.O.S

last tuesday, i went for the interview of my society.
if i passed the interview, i'll be a performer without having to wait another year
and i'll get to go to kedah to perform
but i failed.
i don't know if i should be relieved or dissapointed
if i'm chosen, the songs i need to practice will be tremendous
and i won't have the time to study for PMR and UEC
but the songs were so beautiful
i heard the others played
i envied them
should i be relieved that i didn't get chosen so that i could study for the tests?
or
should i be dissapointed that i didn't get to go to Kedah to perform such beautiful songs?

our basketball boys team lost in the final
but still they've already broken the record by entering the final.
another good news
our class choir team got 2nd place in the first round.
lost to 3ren
i heard them singing their song
take these wings
it's so beautiful especially when they were so cooperative.
wish that we could win in the final

next week, i'll be going to hell
i've got tests the whole week
not a day to rest
i'm so dead