Genesis of Life

we had an ensemble today
our society
the song we played was so nice
actually i didn't play much
i only got the music sheets today
our conductor was so cute
he kept making cute faces and actions
when we're wrong
he wasn't mad at all

i had to memorise 2 whole music sheets !!!
for the esemble next saturday

many of you may be already in bed at this hour
but i'm not
i can't sleep
i kept thinking
i felt like my mind's going to burst
but i don't know what i'm troubled about
i kept thinking about form 1&2
those were the times when i don't have to worry about big tests

here i am........
sitting in front of the computer
something i haven't touch for 5 whole days
when i should be sitting in front of my reading desk
facing mountains of books that need revising
but i'm not
i set up a goal on monday
i wanted to train my willpower
by not touching my beloved computer for a week
but i only managed to adhere to my original 'plan' for just 5 days
actually that's not bad

we have exams the next whole week
monday-PMR BM
tuesday- biology
wednesday- geography
thursday- sejarah
friday- UEC BM
saturday- chinese
no kidding
this is real

the solo competition is getting nearer
i 'm still not familiar with my song
so scare
i'll lose my chance if i fail
that won't happen
cause
i'll give it my best
nothing's going to stop me

I'm so depressed
yesterday, i was scolded by a teacher
when i didn't do anything wrong
it was her fault
she didn't heard me knocking the door
then she said that i don't respect her
i'm so innocent!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been thinking
is it really my fault or is it her fault?
i told some of my friends
they said that both were wrong
ok, i admit
i should have knocked for a few more times
at least until she heard it
haiz......................
i'm still so depressed

it's a miracle that i survived this week
tomorrow's the last day
science
i've studied it for about 2 hours
it's quite easy
hope to get high marks on every subject

wow
time passes so fast
it's already mid-april
i've just got some of the syllabus for the mid-year exam in mid-may
it's so scary
especially history and physics
14 chapter for history and 10 for physics
T_T

i won't be posting for a while
i'll have to start revising
if not i'll be dead
when the mid-year exam starts
there's still PMR and UEC

something come into my mind suddenly
the juniors are going for a competition next month
so, coach will be 'hauling' back to train them
S.O.S