Genesis of Life

can't believe i'm here
should be reading books
sejarah + science

anyways, had english test today
i was like stunted when i saw the questions
guided essay, hate it
summary, hardly summarise it
novel, haha..... memorise it but quite messy
she's so gonna died when she sees our answers
so unfortunate to have her as a teacher
guess what
no tuition on holidays
for me anyway
a bit relieved
and a bit disappointed

what kind of result was that?
and you're in 3 zhong?
you don't deserve to be in this class
3 de seems nice =.=

urgh......
i'm gonna go and study

wait for me
you......
i'm gonna get you
no matter what
you're not getting away from me!!!

p.s. wish you all the best in the competition :)

math......
a short and simple word
but
in reality? no
it's not simple
even "hard" is not enough to describe it
maybe to some people, it's a boring subject
to others, maybe it's a subject to score
but not to me
i don't think it's boring
but still
i can't score high marks
why?
simple..........
because i'm stupid
that's why........

numbers, numbers, numbers.........
who invented math anyway?
i don't know if i should say thanks or curse him/her

these few days, i can't seem to get away from maths
numbers, numbers, numbers.......
that's all in my mind
argh................
i still have so many exercise to do
teacher just gave us previous years test question
UEC Math- 1999~2008
PMR Math- 2005~2008
14 sets............
560 question and that doesn't include subjective
i'm going to be dead

100 or so days to the big day
still can't find the impetus to study
i feel like i've left the other subjects like english, science, physcis........
out in the cold
and if they catch a cold
i don't know what should i do..........
sigh....................

I'm so depressed
yesterday, i was scolded by a teacher
when i didn't do anything wrong
it was her fault
she didn't heard me knocking the door
then she said that i don't respect her
i'm so innocent!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been thinking
is it really my fault or is it her fault?
i told some of my friends
they said that both were wrong
ok, i admit
i should have knocked for a few more times
at least until she heard it
haiz......................
i'm still so depressed

it's a miracle that i survived this week
tomorrow's the last day
science
i've studied it for about 2 hours
it's quite easy
hope to get high marks on every subject

wow
time passes so fast
it's already mid-april
i've just got some of the syllabus for the mid-year exam in mid-may
it's so scary
especially history and physics
14 chapter for history and 10 for physics
T_T

i won't be posting for a while
i'll have to start revising
if not i'll be dead
when the mid-year exam starts
there's still PMR and UEC

something come into my mind suddenly
the juniors are going for a competition next month
so, coach will be 'hauling' back to train them
S.O.S

last tuesday, i went for the interview of my society.
if i passed the interview, i'll be a performer without having to wait another year
and i'll get to go to kedah to perform
but i failed.
i don't know if i should be relieved or dissapointed
if i'm chosen, the songs i need to practice will be tremendous
and i won't have the time to study for PMR and UEC
but the songs were so beautiful
i heard the others played
i envied them
should i be relieved that i didn't get chosen so that i could study for the tests?
or
should i be dissapointed that i didn't get to go to Kedah to perform such beautiful songs?

our basketball boys team lost in the final
but still they've already broken the record by entering the final.
another good news
our class choir team got 2nd place in the first round.
lost to 3ren
i heard them singing their song
take these wings
it's so beautiful especially when they were so cooperative.
wish that we could win in the final

next week, i'll be going to hell
i've got tests the whole week
not a day to rest
i'm so dead

the boys team are getting in the semi-finals
the whole class is happy and anxious
because the first class never enters the finals of any sport competition
but this year,
our class manage to get in to the semi finals
just two more rounds and we'll break the school's record.
then we'll prove to the teachers that we not only excel in academics but also sports
then they won't have prejudice over first classes anymore. :)

this year, our school's demand for PMR is so scary
they want AT LEAST 300 straight As
last year only have 80~90 straight As
maybe we could be like last year SPM and get the best result ever
MAYBE....................