Showing posts with label result. Show all posts
Showing posts with label result. Show all posts
contradiction
by wenn on Friday, September 18, 2009 friends, result, test
Well.....
as wished
tomorrow, oppsie, today was declared as a holiday
so, i'm going to get bored again
holiday....
i don't like them anymore
i need to do more
i'll miss my friends
and
my bad habit'll get worse
Eventhought there are tons of homeworks at school
tons of pressure exerted by teachers
tons of tests, followed by
tons of disappointment
but i felt good
it's 2.00am in the morning
and i'm still sitting in front of the computer
maybe that's why i kept failing?
some gratitudes
Lala,
sorry for being so gloomy that day
i know i shouldn't make a fuss over something like this
everyone was in a bad mood
but still thanks for ignoring me
and for being the pair of ears when i need it
hope i didn't annoyed you
WenYee,
at least i know you'll be at my side no matter what
as i'll be
we still can speak our minds to each other
maybe we're still compound after all
Kelvin,
some new friend, huh
just got to know you this year
and yet.......
you should've just ignore me like the other does
anyways, thanks for the concern
as wished
tomorrow, oppsie, today was declared as a holiday
so, i'm going to get bored again
holiday....
i don't like them anymore
i need to do more
i'll miss my friends
and
my bad habit'll get worse
Eventhought there are tons of homeworks at school
tons of pressure exerted by teachers
tons of tests, followed by
tons of disappointment
but i felt good
it's 2.00am in the morning
and i'm still sitting in front of the computer
maybe that's why i kept failing?
some gratitudes
Lala,
sorry for being so gloomy that day
i know i shouldn't make a fuss over something like this
everyone was in a bad mood
but still thanks for ignoring me
and for being the pair of ears when i need it
hope i didn't annoyed you
WenYee,
at least i know you'll be at my side no matter what
as i'll be
we still can speak our minds to each other
maybe we're still compound after all
Kelvin,
some new friend, huh
just got to know you this year
and yet.......
you should've just ignore me like the other does
anyways, thanks for the concern
results
by wenn on Sunday, September 13, 2009 best friend, fed up, friends, frustration, result
i've say this many times already
UEC trial is over......
what's to happy?
no more sleepless night?
no more fear that i don't know how to answer?
no more thinking about tests when i should be asleep?
NO!!!
this is just the trial
i've haven't finish the real thing just yet
results.....
good? nope....impossible
bad? not really.....only some
it's neither good nor bad
i don't really know
physics & mathematics
no confidence at all
geography? history?
no feeling....==
biology? chemistry?
total disappointment T.T
who's to blame?
me, myself and I
they were once the subjects i have most confidence in
but now.......=(
they ended up being the biggest disappointment
bm? chinese? english?
not bad actually^^
but i didn't put much effort in these subjects==
but my bm is still no good
no A in neither of the test
well, all in all
it's all my fault if i didn't get good enough result
what if i study earlier?
what if i did many exercises?
no use at all
i'm not one of those reading-material
whatever you call it
that bad habit of mine seemed to get worse over time
i thought it would be better after the tests
but it got worse instead
almost every night, after i turned off the com
still can't get asleep
i would lie on my bed
and start thinking about society& results&friends
friends.......
i did make some new friends this year
and a good thing too
but my friendship with WenYee seemed to worsen as time goes on
where did all that laughing and crying go?
we can't speak our minds to each other anymore
what's happening?
results..........
i'm not going to talk about this
i've talked too much about result
society.......
i've really ignore society these past few months due to the tests
i've haven't touched my dizi for a long time already
i don't know if i still can play that fast
31/10 the next esemble
can't even rest after UEC
argh........
my mind's going to burst
UEC trial is over......
what's to happy?
no more sleepless night?
no more fear that i don't know how to answer?
no more thinking about tests when i should be asleep?
NO!!!
this is just the trial
i've haven't finish the real thing just yet
results.....
good? nope....impossible
bad? not really.....only some
it's neither good nor bad
i don't really know
physics & mathematics
no confidence at all
geography? history?
no feeling....==
biology? chemistry?
total disappointment T.T
who's to blame?
me, myself and I
they were once the subjects i have most confidence in
but now.......=(
they ended up being the biggest disappointment
bm? chinese? english?
not bad actually^^
but i didn't put much effort in these subjects==
but my bm is still no good
no A in neither of the test
well, all in all
it's all my fault if i didn't get good enough result
what if i study earlier?
what if i did many exercises?
no use at all
i'm not one of those reading-material
whatever you call it
that bad habit of mine seemed to get worse over time
i thought it would be better after the tests
but it got worse instead
almost every night, after i turned off the com
still can't get asleep
i would lie on my bed
and start thinking about society& results&friends
friends.......
i did make some new friends this year
and a good thing too
but my friendship with WenYee seemed to worsen as time goes on
where did all that laughing and crying go?
we can't speak our minds to each other anymore
what's happening?
results..........
i'm not going to talk about this
i've talked too much about result
society.......
i've really ignore society these past few months due to the tests
i've haven't touched my dizi for a long time already
i don't know if i still can play that fast
31/10 the next esemble
can't even rest after UEC
argh........
my mind's going to burst
things....
by wenn on Friday, July 3, 2009 exam, happy, marks, performance, result
thursday....
our group acted out the novel as requested by ms ong
Dr. Jekyll& Mr. Hyde...
It's not very special
but the part where yuning played dead was very funny
the whole class laughed!!!
today....
nothing special happened
the first recess,
i was at the other music room( up one floor from the 'original' music room)
practising........
and guess what
i get to perform in the 万人宴 this december
only if i perform well in the solo performance
happy, happy, happy
i thought that dizi part was already 'full'
it's not 100% yet
i still have to work hard
and how should i do that?
with my homeworks and projects and assignments and thousands of other things pile up
waiting for me to do
nevertheless, i still want to perform
it's my last chance
i'll have to work harder
the trail exams is getting near
40 or so days to PMR
60... to UEC
wish myself the best of luck
i really need it
our group acted out the novel as requested by ms ong
Dr. Jekyll& Mr. Hyde...
It's not very special
but the part where yuning played dead was very funny
the whole class laughed!!!
today....
nothing special happened
the first recess,
i was at the other music room( up one floor from the 'original' music room)
practising........
and guess what
i get to perform in the 万人宴 this december
only if i perform well in the solo performance
happy, happy, happy
i thought that dizi part was already 'full'
it's not 100% yet
i still have to work hard
and how should i do that?
with my homeworks and projects and assignments and thousands of other things pile up
waiting for me to do
nevertheless, i still want to perform
it's my last chance
i'll have to work harder
the trail exams is getting near
40 or so days to PMR
60... to UEC
wish myself the best of luck
i really need it
result
by wenn on Saturday, June 27, 2009 result
the school report card was given back to us today
imagine what we've gone through
when we're waiting for this particular day
the first few periods was quite normal
maybe the stress haven't strike us yet
but
after the second recess, the 'excitement' finally started to show itself
we were so anxious
we want to know our result
but at the same time
we don't
afraid that our worst nightmare would come true
after i got my report card
i didn't dare to see it
still hesitating
something are best left unknown
Guess what?
my worst nightmare didn't come true
in fact i scored higher than last year
i've improved by just 0.2 marks :P
nevertheless
i'm happy already
actually,
happy isn't really the word to describe what i felt
it's so complicated
imagine what we've gone through
when we're waiting for this particular day
the first few periods was quite normal
maybe the stress haven't strike us yet
but
after the second recess, the 'excitement' finally started to show itself
we were so anxious
we want to know our result
but at the same time
we don't
afraid that our worst nightmare would come true
after i got my report card
i didn't dare to see it
still hesitating
something are best left unknown
Guess what?
my worst nightmare didn't come true
in fact i scored higher than last year
i've improved by just 0.2 marks :P
nevertheless
i'm happy already
actually,
happy isn't really the word to describe what i felt
it's so complicated