Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts
contradiction
by wenn on Friday, September 18, 2009 friends, result, test
Well.....
as wished
tomorrow, oppsie, today was declared as a holiday
so, i'm going to get bored again
holiday....
i don't like them anymore
i need to do more
i'll miss my friends
and
my bad habit'll get worse
Eventhought there are tons of homeworks at school
tons of pressure exerted by teachers
tons of tests, followed by
tons of disappointment
but i felt good
it's 2.00am in the morning
and i'm still sitting in front of the computer
maybe that's why i kept failing?
some gratitudes
Lala,
sorry for being so gloomy that day
i know i shouldn't make a fuss over something like this
everyone was in a bad mood
but still thanks for ignoring me
and for being the pair of ears when i need it
hope i didn't annoyed you
WenYee,
at least i know you'll be at my side no matter what
as i'll be
we still can speak our minds to each other
maybe we're still compound after all
Kelvin,
some new friend, huh
just got to know you this year
and yet.......
you should've just ignore me like the other does
anyways, thanks for the concern
as wished
tomorrow, oppsie, today was declared as a holiday
so, i'm going to get bored again
holiday....
i don't like them anymore
i need to do more
i'll miss my friends
and
my bad habit'll get worse
Eventhought there are tons of homeworks at school
tons of pressure exerted by teachers
tons of tests, followed by
tons of disappointment
but i felt good
it's 2.00am in the morning
and i'm still sitting in front of the computer
maybe that's why i kept failing?
some gratitudes
Lala,
sorry for being so gloomy that day
i know i shouldn't make a fuss over something like this
everyone was in a bad mood
but still thanks for ignoring me
and for being the pair of ears when i need it
hope i didn't annoyed you
WenYee,
at least i know you'll be at my side no matter what
as i'll be
we still can speak our minds to each other
maybe we're still compound after all
Kelvin,
some new friend, huh
just got to know you this year
and yet.......
you should've just ignore me like the other does
anyways, thanks for the concern
results
by wenn on Sunday, September 13, 2009 best friend, fed up, friends, frustration, result
i've say this many times already
UEC trial is over......
what's to happy?
no more sleepless night?
no more fear that i don't know how to answer?
no more thinking about tests when i should be asleep?
NO!!!
this is just the trial
i've haven't finish the real thing just yet
results.....
good? nope....impossible
bad? not really.....only some
it's neither good nor bad
i don't really know
physics & mathematics
no confidence at all
geography? history?
no feeling....==
biology? chemistry?
total disappointment T.T
who's to blame?
me, myself and I
they were once the subjects i have most confidence in
but now.......=(
they ended up being the biggest disappointment
bm? chinese? english?
not bad actually^^
but i didn't put much effort in these subjects==
but my bm is still no good
no A in neither of the test
well, all in all
it's all my fault if i didn't get good enough result
what if i study earlier?
what if i did many exercises?
no use at all
i'm not one of those reading-material
whatever you call it
that bad habit of mine seemed to get worse over time
i thought it would be better after the tests
but it got worse instead
almost every night, after i turned off the com
still can't get asleep
i would lie on my bed
and start thinking about society& results&friends
friends.......
i did make some new friends this year
and a good thing too
but my friendship with WenYee seemed to worsen as time goes on
where did all that laughing and crying go?
we can't speak our minds to each other anymore
what's happening?
results..........
i'm not going to talk about this
i've talked too much about result
society.......
i've really ignore society these past few months due to the tests
i've haven't touched my dizi for a long time already
i don't know if i still can play that fast
31/10 the next esemble
can't even rest after UEC
argh........
my mind's going to burst
UEC trial is over......
what's to happy?
no more sleepless night?
no more fear that i don't know how to answer?
no more thinking about tests when i should be asleep?
NO!!!
this is just the trial
i've haven't finish the real thing just yet
results.....
good? nope....impossible
bad? not really.....only some
it's neither good nor bad
i don't really know
physics & mathematics
no confidence at all
geography? history?
no feeling....==
biology? chemistry?
total disappointment T.T
who's to blame?
me, myself and I
they were once the subjects i have most confidence in
but now.......=(
they ended up being the biggest disappointment
bm? chinese? english?
not bad actually^^
but i didn't put much effort in these subjects==
but my bm is still no good
no A in neither of the test
well, all in all
it's all my fault if i didn't get good enough result
what if i study earlier?
what if i did many exercises?
no use at all
i'm not one of those reading-material
whatever you call it
that bad habit of mine seemed to get worse over time
i thought it would be better after the tests
but it got worse instead
almost every night, after i turned off the com
still can't get asleep
i would lie on my bed
and start thinking about society& results&friends
friends.......
i did make some new friends this year
and a good thing too
but my friendship with WenYee seemed to worsen as time goes on
where did all that laughing and crying go?
we can't speak our minds to each other anymore
what's happening?
results..........
i'm not going to talk about this
i've talked too much about result
society.......
i've really ignore society these past few months due to the tests
i've haven't touched my dizi for a long time already
i don't know if i still can play that fast
31/10 the next esemble
can't even rest after UEC
argh........
my mind's going to burst
painting
by wenn on Sunday, May 24, 2009 friends, painting
we paint our class yesterday
it's really fun
we made a mess of ourselves and our class
everything was so messy and sticky
there were newspaper and water and paint all over the place
i'm really proud of myself
i did so many things with my friends
first, i went downstais with weixin to pour clean water as we the pail was needed to mix the paint
then, i started working in zhiqing's team as planned
i started out as a transparent 'thing' as i didn't had anything to do
later i get to take over i lyng's job as she was tired
after our team finished paint the wall
cailing and i went to cleaned the pail as asked
we got downstairs and cleaned it but dirtied ourselves
after we get the pail back upstair
yuning and i started painting the doors
at first, the paint was a bit 'weird'
because we forgot to add thinner
this was when i first got my shirt dirty
after this, the paint started to 'like' me
when we were painting the second door
kelvin came and offered to help
of course we rejected as we were enjoying ourselves
then he get a paint brush out of nowhere
after a while, he held up his brush and painted my head
luckily i had a paper hat on
but the paint still managed to get to my hair after a while and that was my own fault
at 1.45pm, we finally finished painting
the bell rang at 1.55pm
i got to my bus and this was it
after a hard day's work
our class looked beautiful and new and tidy
all thanks to our coorperative classmate and our teacher
hope to do something like this again
i really had fun eventhought i'm dog-tired
it's really fun
we made a mess of ourselves and our class
everything was so messy and sticky
there were newspaper and water and paint all over the place
i'm really proud of myself
i did so many things with my friends
first, i went downstais with weixin to pour clean water as we the pail was needed to mix the paint
then, i started working in zhiqing's team as planned
i started out as a transparent 'thing' as i didn't had anything to do
later i get to take over i lyng's job as she was tired
after our team finished paint the wall
cailing and i went to cleaned the pail as asked
we got downstairs and cleaned it but dirtied ourselves
after we get the pail back upstair
yuning and i started painting the doors
at first, the paint was a bit 'weird'
because we forgot to add thinner
this was when i first got my shirt dirty
after this, the paint started to 'like' me
when we were painting the second door
kelvin came and offered to help
of course we rejected as we were enjoying ourselves
then he get a paint brush out of nowhere
after a while, he held up his brush and painted my head
luckily i had a paper hat on
but the paint still managed to get to my hair after a while and that was my own fault
at 1.45pm, we finally finished painting
the bell rang at 1.55pm
i got to my bus and this was it
after a hard day's work
our class looked beautiful and new and tidy
all thanks to our coorperative classmate and our teacher
hope to do something like this again
i really had fun eventhought i'm dog-tired