Genesis of Life

is it just me?
or that it's really happening?

have group study today
talked about physics
that's not the point

she said something
just a little something
but it shattered my heart

but does it really matter?
it's just a word
did she mean me?

shouldn't be thinking about something so negative
after all, we did promise each other to be best friends until the end


3 zhong is having another outing again
sadly, i'm not going again!!!
our class should be called 3 zhong+1
i'm the plus one
i really wanted to go out with friends
i'm already in form 3
i don't want to miss anything anymore
but my mom......
my studies......
sigh.....
just ignore all of this
not worth your time

well, it ended...
nothing 'much' to talk about

bm........
maybe one of the worst subject
let's just focus on the positive side
39 people passed ^^
the other 21........
oh, well. let's just say they got unlucky

english
erm... really not much hope here
maybe our class is going to get the worst english result
again!!!
so much for the first class......... T.T

geography..
didn't put much effort here
thanks to our teacher

science....
there's two questions that we kept argueing about
turns out i got it right, both of them ^^
sorry, ziqing

sejarah...
erm..... might be the worst result i've ever got
really really bad result
course i'm not telling!!!

mathematics......
might be the easiest maths test in my whole three years in ch
literally.......

KH......
no hope here
only darkness

chinese.....
not sure if it's easy or hard
no feeling
the last subject
the funny thing is nobody studied for it
well, except for the hardworking few
not me:P

tomorrow's going be a heart-shattering day
let's just hope i can pass all of them
UEC coming up
haven't study a thing!
science & history on the same day
9 books
physics gonna eat up 3/4 of my time again
imagine that...

chatted with huimin today
talked about the education system in Malaysia
and comparing to that of Singapore
well, you know which side wins
I really want to go to Singapore!!!
but my results are too........
sigh.......
how am i going to survive university?

can't believe i'm here
should be reading books
sejarah + science

anyways, had english test today
i was like stunted when i saw the questions
guided essay, hate it
summary, hardly summarise it
novel, haha..... memorise it but quite messy
she's so gonna died when she sees our answers
so unfortunate to have her as a teacher
guess what
no tuition on holidays
for me anyway
a bit relieved
and a bit disappointed

what kind of result was that?
and you're in 3 zhong?
you don't deserve to be in this class
3 de seems nice =.=

urgh......
i'm gonna go and study

wait for me
you......
i'm gonna get you
no matter what
you're not getting away from me!!!

p.s. wish you all the best in the competition :)

3 days to the PMR trial exam
list of subjects need to revise
1)sejarah
2)geografi
3)science
4)........
...........
why am i sitting here anyway?
urgh.........
sejarah........ (pls just disappear)

thought i was lucky enough to avoid viruses
but no
a runny nose+ sore throat
hate it..........

7 more days to the PMR trial exam
not prepare
i have a feeling that it's not going to be good
haven't begin revising sejarah
400~ pages.....

hasn't broke out in so many years
why did it happen today?
is it indicating something?

our school was closed
that should be a happy news
to junior1&2 and senior1
but to those that are facing tests
like junior3, senior2&3
it's hardly a good news
but i have to admit
i felt happy when the assistant principal announced the closure
not only me
the minutes when the words
'.........停课...........' ends
the whole school was like
shouting and screaming

after that
cikgu yew walked in to the art room (we were having art lesson)
and gave us a homework list
imagine how many homework we have
but the worse was yet to come

back in the class
the teacher's table was already full of exercise books
and the whiteboard was full of 'do this, do that, read this, read that.........'
a lifetime worth of homeworks was given to us
and then
litjie and kelvin took pictures of the homework list
speechless...............

there was something even worse
maths given by peckseng
oh, well
guess i'll have to die trying

with this closure
our chance of going back to school for tuition
is getting higher and higher
i don't want to go back to school on my birthday

the solo competition finally ended
nothing to say about it
just that it's very horrendous
i can't even begin to look back upon my performance
my mind was blank at that time

they have a competition today
the whole 3 zhong took part in it
except me
why?
it all begin when coach .....................
...............................
...............................
...............................
.............,that's why.
i hate him
i feel like an outsider
sorry, 3 Zhong
wish you all the best in the competition

music test today
our group performed quite well
since we didn't have much time to pratise
when it was our group's turn
the 'audience' clapped their hand
probably the loudest other than weiyi's group
i know it's nothing to make such a big fuss over
they clapped their hand mainly because of weijian(quite a nice guy)
maybe they want to encourage him?
anyways, our group got 25/30
that was very good

something funny happened on thursday
i got hit by a volleyball
surprisingly, it doesn't hurt