Genesis of Life

i sat for the UNSW english test today
i went to the auditorium on 8~9 period
there was a few articles on the questions booklet
there was one that i don't have any idea what it's talking about
something about river Thames
i can't even begin to imagine what my result would like
participation maybe? or worse?

went to practise today
encounter something strange while i was walking on the corridor
i heard someone called my name
but i looked around
nobody was there!!
spooky, right?
maybe i missed it

as i expected
he's at it again
so unfair
why me?
out of so many people
why me?
as i know you don't want me

remember that session last time?
you told me the news
what did i do wrong?
that you have to do this to me
ever since
my passion started to faded

i want to forget this
i want to get my passion back
but you don't care
always remind me of that stupid little thing
i don't want it to happen too
it's not my fault
i want to pass too
it's your problem
you didn't gave me the chance

everytime i started to have a little confidence
you put it out
that tiny little flame is really starting to go out

i can go anytime i want
so, why didn't i?

i'm not suppose to talk about it

i can't bear it anymore
my heart is bleeding
why am i so stupid?
i'm so brainless
i'm such an idiot
how can i make so many errors
english..................
i don't even want to talk about it
sigh.......................

we're going to paint our class tomorrow
for 4 whole periods
yeah
hope that it will be fun
i like to paint
especially when i don't have to worry about destroying the whole thing
hahaha.......
now i'm sure tomorrow's going to be very 'enjoyable'

no society tomorrow
planning to practise choir together after school
again
i'm rather fond of these after school practise
it's good that we could do something together
best wishes for our team