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by wenn on Monday, August 29, 2011

Can anyone grant me a wish?
Make sejarah disappear please..
I can't believe I actually
Didn't go to the bookfair for it. -__-
看我怎样宰死你!

Conclusion
1. I need extra doses of norepinephrine & dopamine. -.-
2. Sejarah caused indigestion

Dear memories,
You do know how much I love you right?
Please love me back.
And stay right where you are.
You can go anywhere after December.
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by wenn on Wednesday, August 24, 2011

I guess my limited vocabulary isn't enough
Just to start describing how I feel.
Maybe there aren't any words
Five years. Three years.
Both are my most precious treasure.
How can I ever leave them?
It just keeps getting harder and harder.
But still, I'm a lucky girl after all.

You said when I'm your age
I'll understand
I am now. I still don't.
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Unspoken fear.

by wenn on Thursday, August 18, 2011

A month to go!
And I still haven't started yet...

When one door closes, another opens for us. But we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.

I'm scared.
Thinking of all the what-ifs that could throw me off my track.
What if I wasn't supposed to be on that track?
I don't wanna be seventeen

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by wenn on Saturday, July 30, 2011

No matter how intense the hatred is.
3 years of memories
How could I ever forget?
今天的齐奏赛,是在暗示着我什么吗?

It's easy, saying I want to leave.
But now, as the year's coming to an end
I realised that I don't really want to leave
Distance doesn't affect?
Just over a few months and I've already noticed the growing gap
You're all my precious treasures
I don't want to lose any of you.

I really do need someone to convince me to give up
Or better, someone that could give me a million
There's too much to think about.
Too many paths to consider
I'm not even seventeen yet.
Why can't I just leave it to the adults?

August is coming. Again.
Growing up has its excitement and surprises
But every once in a while
I would wish I'm still that naive little kid
Reading my own little fairy tale
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by wenn on Monday, July 18, 2011

Okay.
I know what I want and how to get it.
But the means..
I'll have a lifetime worth of debt.

Two choices..
  1. 1. Go for A-level and use it as a stepping stone.
  2. 1/2 years + lots of $ + better chance
  3. 2. Go for Senior 3 and apply for UCAS using SPM.
  4. 3/4 years + less $

Choice no.2 does seem more attracting, doesn't it?
But I know for certain that I can't handle maths & physics.
As for No.1
Do I even stand a chance for JPA? Or the National Scholarship?
Could I even score In SPM? 

Just unify all the curriculum already.

Two years back, when I've started to research on it
The entry requirements, tuition fees, countries...
I was convinced to gave up then.
She reignited that dream.
But then, I've always gotten everything I wanted before.
It's just a matter of time
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by wenn on Monday, July 4, 2011

Hmm..
I'm being really unproductive
Ever since the midyear holiday

76 days til trial
132 days til the real thing
Yikes!

8/7
All those talks about scholarships scare me.
I really really don't wanna leave.
But I don't have much choice.
Do I ?
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by wenn on Saturday, June 18, 2011

What can I say?
Nightmares actually work wonders.

I'm relief.
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