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by wenn on Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Attended society earlier today.
Problems again
We've just a bit more than 3 months
And yet.
We've never quite finished an ensemble

White dress & high heels
If it's not for the performance, I won't even consider touching high heels
Yeah, I know I'm weird.=P

I actually went to sleep at 11 earlier.
But I don't know why
Woke up again at 3.30 am
So, I'm here typing craps again
I don't even know if i should post this

My head is starting to feel heavy
Oh, I've just discover something
truffle is actually a kind of mushroom
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Duet

by wenn on Saturday, April 24, 2010

Much time seemed to have passed.
Yet the past still seemed so near.

A familiar melody
A distant memory.
Things might change without it
Whatever

26/4
I played Matsuri today.
It sounded so different.
It should be a duet, not a solo.
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by wenn on Wednesday, April 7, 2010

I've never noticed how screwed everything was
Maybe I won't, if not for some recent events

My whole body aches.
But it feels great.

I kinda like the sound of silence.
It has the answer to everything.

I wanna go to bed. Nites
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by wenn on Monday, April 5, 2010

I should have known
It doesn't apply anymore
I'm such an Idiot.
thgin sselpeels rehtona
This is the last time
No more.
I'm in full control of myself.=)

Riddles...?
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Random

by wenn on Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Tests ended. Well, the results won't be good. So, forget about it. p/s. I 'm talking about maths.

I have never felt so lack of confidence before. Did I overestimate myself? Maybe I'm not that good. Before, I think of stress as my impetus to study, it was the force that had kept me moving. Until now.

During this particular period, I felt helpless, a feeling I have never before experienced during tests, at least not in such great magnitude. I tried to overcome it. I've tried everything. Nothing worked. Maybe I'm not being honest enough. All of these were just excuses. I didn't try everything. I didn't even try to overcome it. I just simply let it overwhelm me, and left behind a mess.

All those sleepless night. Studying? Somehow, yes. But I guess deep inside, I was waiting for something to happen. It didn't. I knew that for fact. It won't. Not anymore. Can I have my life back? I miss you still.

Everything is just starting to get exciting.

try this. old and wise, alan parson
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Sudden thoughts

by wenn on Sunday, March 21, 2010

You might feel lost at first
not knowing what you want
But over time
you might found something in the deepest part of your heart
They're just what I thought
I'm sorry I'm not of any help
Be fine, please.

If, I'm just saying. IF
time could be reversed
I rather have the tests again
Those time were really pure torture
It was hard
But come to think of it
They were the best I could ever have
I was happy.
I mean it. Literally.
But time just couldn't be reversed.

I haven't study anything yet.
I haven't have breakfast yet.
I haven't wash my shoes yet.
I haven't finish art yet.
I need more time.
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by wenn on Saturday, March 20, 2010

Happy Birthday
A special wish on your special day
Happy always
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