Reminiscence.
by wenn on Saturday, September 10, 2011
1 week. 7 days. 168 hours. 10080 minutes. 604800 seconds
I'm still nowhere near ready to sit for the trial.
I really don't want to screw this up.
600 others are facing the same situation
But It still feels like I'm alone
Competing with those whom I hold dear
Do I even have the means?
I'm really afraid
It's as if my fear is eating my very essence
Leaving me hollow on the inside.
Like a robot, doing only what it's programmed to do.
All these late night studying
As the title suggests
Pieces of memory resurfaced.
Somehow, they don't look the same any more.
Everyone
At some point
Will be forced to make decisions
Decisions they would regret for a long long time
Even if time could be reversed
The same decision will still be made under different circumstances
At least I knew you tried.
I'm still nowhere near ready to sit for the trial.
I really don't want to screw this up.
600 others are facing the same situation
But It still feels like I'm alone
Competing with those whom I hold dear
Do I even have the means?
I'm really afraid
It's as if my fear is eating my very essence
Leaving me hollow on the inside.
Like a robot, doing only what it's programmed to do.
All these late night studying
As the title suggests
Pieces of memory resurfaced.
Somehow, they don't look the same any more.
Everyone
At some point
Will be forced to make decisions
Decisions they would regret for a long long time
Even if time could be reversed
The same decision will still be made under different circumstances
At least I knew you tried.
by wenn on Monday, August 29, 2011
Can anyone grant me a wish?
Make sejarah disappear please..
I can't believe I actually
Didn't go to the bookfair for it. -__-
看我怎样宰死你！
Conclusion
1. I need extra doses of norepinephrine & dopamine. -.-
2. Sejarah caused indigestion
Dear memories,
You do know how much I love you right?
Please love me back.
And stay right where you are.
You can go anywhere after December.
Make sejarah disappear please..
I can't believe I actually
Didn't go to the bookfair for it. -__-
看我怎样宰死你！
Conclusion
1. I need extra doses of norepinephrine & dopamine. -.-
2. Sejarah caused indigestion
Dear memories,
You do know how much I love you right?
Please love me back.
And stay right where you are.
You can go anywhere after December.
by wenn on Wednesday, August 24, 2011
I guess my limited vocabulary isn't enough
Just to start describing how I feel.
Maybe there aren't any words
Five years. Three years.
Both are my most precious treasure.
How can I ever leave them?
It just keeps getting harder and harder.
But still, I'm a lucky girl after all.
You said when I'm your age
I'll understand
I am now. I still don't.
Just to start describing how I feel.
Maybe there aren't any words
Five years. Three years.
Both are my most precious treasure.
How can I ever leave them?
It just keeps getting harder and harder.
But still, I'm a lucky girl after all.
You said when I'm your age
I'll understand
I am now. I still don't.
Unspoken fear.
by wenn on Thursday, August 18, 2011
A month to go!
And I still haven't started yet...
And I still haven't started yet...
When one door closes, another opens for us. But we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.
I'm scared.
Thinking of all the what-ifs that could throw me off my track.
What if I wasn't supposed to be on that track?
I don't wanna be seventeen
by wenn on Saturday, July 30, 2011
No matter how intense the hatred is.
3 years of memories
How could I ever forget?
今天的齐奏赛，是在暗示着我什么吗？
It's easy, saying I want to leave.
But now, as the year's coming to an end
I realised that I don't really want to leave
Distance doesn't affect?
Just over a few months and I've already noticed the growing gap
You're all my precious treasures
I don't want to lose any of you.
I really do need someone to convince me to give up
Or better, someone that could give me a million
There's too much to think about.
Too many paths to consider
I'm not even seventeen yet.
Why can't I just leave it to the adults?
August is coming. Again.
Growing up has its excitement and surprises
But every once in a while
I would wish I'm still that naive little kid
Reading my own little fairy tale
3 years of memories
How could I ever forget?
今天的齐奏赛，是在暗示着我什么吗？
It's easy, saying I want to leave.
But now, as the year's coming to an end
I realised that I don't really want to leave
Distance doesn't affect?
Just over a few months and I've already noticed the growing gap
You're all my precious treasures
I don't want to lose any of you.
I really do need someone to convince me to give up
Or better, someone that could give me a million
There's too much to think about.
Too many paths to consider
I'm not even seventeen yet.
Why can't I just leave it to the adults?
August is coming. Again.
Growing up has its excitement and surprises
But every once in a while
I would wish I'm still that naive little kid
Reading my own little fairy tale
by wenn on Monday, July 18, 2011
Okay.
I know what I want and how to get it.
But the means..
I'll have a lifetime worth of debt.
Two choices..
Choice no.2 does seem more attracting, doesn't it?
But I know for certain that I can't handle maths & physics.
As for No.1
Do I even stand a chance for JPA? Or the National Scholarship?
Could I even score In SPM?
Just unify all the curriculum already.
Two years back, when I've started to research on it
The entry requirements, tuition fees, countries...
I was convinced to gave up then.
She reignited that dream.
But then, I've always gotten everything I wanted before.
It's just a matter of time
I know what I want and how to get it.
But the means..
I'll have a lifetime worth of debt.
Two choices..
- 1. Go for A-level and use it as a stepping stone.1 1/2 years + lots of $ + better chance
- 2. Go for Senior 3 and apply for UCAS using SPM. 3/4 years + less $
Choice no.2 does seem more attracting, doesn't it?
But I know for certain that I can't handle maths & physics.
As for No.1
Do I even stand a chance for JPA? Or the National Scholarship?
Could I even score In SPM?
Just unify all the curriculum already.
Two years back, when I've started to research on it
The entry requirements, tuition fees, countries...
I was convinced to gave up then.
She reignited that dream.
But then, I've always gotten everything I wanted before.
It's just a matter of time
by wenn on Monday, July 4, 2011
Hmm..
I'm being really unproductive
Ever since the midyear holiday
76 days til trial
132 days til the real thing
Yikes!
8/7
All those talks about scholarships scare me.
I really really don't wanna leave.
But I don't have much choice.
Do I ?
I'm being really unproductive
Ever since the midyear holiday
76 days til trial
132 days til the real thing
Yikes!
8/7
All those talks about scholarships scare me.
I really really don't wanna leave.
But I don't have much choice.
Do I ?